- ”It is a strange feeling celebrating Christmas, the birth of Jesus, which is my new self as everyone knows about but no one comments at all” - Karens and my impossible love ten years ago spread light inside of her and transferred the Source to me, thus saving the world - I received the word ”King, King”: Man has been inside the Source and approved me to become the King of the Source --- I have decided to give you this update of the most important stories over Christmas, which I came through despite of going through extremely poor sleeping giving me extremely poor days, where the target simply was to survive and come through continuing the acting without giving in, which I did. My mother now almost feels ”normal” again, and I was told that it was amazing that she was not hospitalised and also that she survived, and yes, my mother has spoken inspired about ”fire”, and this was incredible fire of darkness coming to her with the opening of the Source, which was connected to my letter to the Commune to bring out ”money of darkness”, i.e. force of the Source. And let me say that I have also been feeling extremely poorly myself on the edge of dying during this phase too, and I have also received the strongest ”out of this world pain” to my right ankle again, which are so strong that it still makes me jump in pain, it is disgusting, and just the fear of feeling to my ankle what may come is uncomfortable. Everything is now transferred to me. It was against the plan of darkness that Karen and I made love together in 2003, which is what made Karen ”pregnant” receiving my light inside of her and what made it possible to transfer all energy of the Source from her (as she inherited from my father) to me. This is what my mothers and my pain was about the last week. So it was impossible love between you and Karen that saved the world – as it says here in the books every time. We were the usual family together spending Christmas Evening with my sister and her husband, who had created the typical ”luxury Christmas” as people have here including ”everything you can dream about” as I wrote about in my Christmas greetings, and in this respect I am still living in the society of darkness. My sister had made perfect Christmas dinner and behaved flawlessly, which confirmed to me that she knew that she was playing an act when she placed darkness with me via our mother with the 1980-picture that ”she did not like”, and no, there were ”no bad feelings” or comments today, which would have been the case if this was ”for real”. It is a strange feeling celebrating Christmas, the birth of Jesus, which is my new self as everyone knows about but no one comments at all, and this is how we still dance around the Christmas tree as the tradition is here, and as I like, and sing Christmas hymns celebrating this birth. The only ”inspired” behaviour was when my mother saw a ”chubby” figure hanging on the tree and said for fun ”oh, I am also on the tree”, and yes, this figure was ”an alternative Virgin Mary” as my mother is also ”an alternative Virgin Mary”, and I do believe that all knew what she meant, which is that she is the mother of Jesus/Stig, but as usual no one said anything. For years, we have agreed not to give gifts to each other, except from couples to each other and ”some more”, but this year all of the others had decided to buy gifts for me, and I received gloves, shirts, a book on popmusic (where I took off my glasses and said ”I cannot see with them or without them” and I looked up a random page reading the first line, which I thought would probably be ”inspired” fitting in, and it was about Etta James old hit ”Id rather be blind”, and yes, this was the same ”magic” that ”magicians” receive) and ”inspired” luxury coffee by the name of ”Café El Doradito” with references to the gold of the Source in me, and it was of course nice of the family to give me gifts, but it really put me in a very ackward situation because I had not bought any gifts to them (did not have the money), and I really would have preferred not to receive any gifts because of this, it was feeling ”ackward”, and I would much rather have received the gift from the family to LISTEN/READ, UNDERSTAND and COMMUNICATE/SUPPORT me, but this is ”totally impossible” to do. Hans received the book ”Edge of Eternity” by Ken Follett, which is the edge that we have come over, and John received a book called ”Stalker” by Lars Kepler, and I was given the strong feeling of Hans when John received this book, which was because it was part of the plan of darkness, which Hans controlled, to make the system and people believe that I was stalking Karen via my few emails to her per year. https://youtube/watch?v=uZt1xKtPbUQ I have been given the feeling of Karen many times over Christmas – wonder why you havent heard from me, Karen (?) - and also of Kim and Pernille S., and I was told (again) that it was Pernilles task to make sure that I would not be granted access to the Secret Network, which included to speak and invent ”negative stories” about my work performance (?), and I was told that the reason why SB Aktuarrådgivning (”actuary advisors”) rejected my request in 1996 to buy ”the pension calculation machine” to my need analysis and pension calculation system, which I was developing while working for Aon, which was about pressure from the Life & Pension system in Denmark, which did not want me to receive this ”core system” as an independent insurance broker, which would be a danger to them. --- My mother and John had invited the family, together with Cyril and Annette, on the traditional Danish Christmas lunch on Second Christmas Day, at the restaurant ”Kronborg Havnebad” at Helsingør Harbour, where I started receiving the word ”King, King” and I was told that man has been inside the Source, which is not at all as man expected it to be, and this is the secret that Hans carries without saying, and this was about man approving me to become the King of the Source, which is how it has to be. Again, I was told much about Hans as I have for weeks without writing most of it down, but it was about Hans being the leader of the pack controlling how to divide ressources and sufferings of the world including how much to bring to me, and he can follow everything and now also see how I scored my goals against darkness during my mission including that I was never crazy, which otherwise was easy also for you to believe, Hans (?), and yes, impossible for Hans and Sanna too to understand my mission including that I was NOT negative when writing my scripts telling the truth about their and mans poor behaviour. Niklas and Isabelle were going on holiday to Austria after the Christmas lunch, and already at Christmas Evening, the story surfaced about how they, together with another couple, have paid DKK 25,000 (USD 4,100) to rent a cabin for one week, which is ”incredible expensive” and what I would never have done myself, and I heard my sister emphasizing this at Christmas Evening and again today, which clearly was ”another game” that she played to make me write about it, but no, please stop playing this game, Sanna, I dont want to play it anymore, it is too clear, and yes, I was told that it was also from here that the ”order” to make Bettina and Søren write strongly against me in emails to me months ago came from, and no, I do NOT like it at all, but essentially this is about the game that Hans and Sanna – also using others – were continuing to play knowing that they had to continue directing darkness to me for me to gradually absorb saving the world from sufferings. I was told the words ”IOU” - ”I owe you” - in relation to Hans, which is because you were cheated by the world community too working for darkness against me until you started believing in me. Hans and my sister controlled the world when they went with darkness, but in the end the world chose me over my sister (because my mother chose not to give up on me, but gradually received faith in me), and this is how I ruled the world. This is what my sister and I were given by my father, which was darkness and light to fight the battle of our mother, i.e. the world, and I was told that regardless of what scenario I would go through, light would win at the end because it would only be a question about how much sufferings the world would go through to bring energy to return me/us to the Source, and had I been hospitalised in 2012/13, I would have been ”broken down”, but I would never have given up as I was told, and instead the world would have had to suffer more including to start the end of the Old World including the ”Killing an Arab” program etc. Yes, darkness including my sister and her husband, wanted to eliminate simple minded and DUMB people believing that this was the condition to survive, and yes, it was impossible to realise that you ”could not” understand the truth yourself because you were ”the intelligent elite”, right (?), and eehhhh, would you like to apologize your sins to me including the plans to steal the secret of life and all energy from me including to kidnap, ”torture” and kill me, and yes, what is keeping you from telling me the truth before I become my new self, and yes, because you are WIMPS like everyone else, and think that this should also include you. If there should be one having the courage to stand forward telling me the truth and supporting me, it should be you, Sanna (with Hans), right? I received this email from Christopher the other day saying that Anton has ”changed perspective” and ”he can only help himself”, and yes, this rejection/”deafness” of a man who decided WRONG going with darkness against me came together with ”the wave of darkness” coming against my mother and I (see my December II script to see the picture of this).
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