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--To be honest-- I wish I could unplug these memories filled with emotions and embed them into the hearts of the people around me. Maybe just maybe they might catch a glimpse of how completely lost I am at the moment. No hate, no love, no passion...just completely empty. Its not easy to describe nor is it easy to bare. Im learning to walk again, with out her as my crutch. I am learning to put myself first, with out her in the center of my world. Im learning to live my life again, with her living with me. These wounds will never heal and i do not wish them to heal. Sometimes open wounds are painful but atleast it still reminds you of what you have lost. For it to heal would mean I could forget. So i choose not to...i choose to suffer just as I have for 2 years. By her bed -- I found more than just faith -- I found pure happiness in the silence we shared. :) My mind is full of complications -- but thats just me.
Posted on: Tue, 26 Nov 2013 10:53:07 +0000

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