#11324 Ive had this same girlfriend for the last 1 year and now 8 months. Ive been happy, loyal, and everything has been so perfect for the whole time. She never gave me reason to not love her. And i can honestly say we are in love. We were since the first time i took her on a date. And after all that time we did alot together. We had some light struggles but we always came out on top. We were there for each other through just about everything. And i was so sure, so positive that shes the one. I could have put money on the fact that we would be married and die at each others side. I was so sure that it made me blind. I became so enveloped in this vision of us that i ignored the little annoyances and the things that i knew would make it not work out in the end. I ignored it out of blind love and trust. And now ive met this other girl who is all of that and more. She is more like me and fills in the holes of where the annoyances are left by the other. She gets me, she practically is me. And i didnt plan on falling for this other girl, it literally just happened suddenly, like we talked for an hour and it was almost insane how alike we both were. She saw it too, and told me at the same time as i told her, omg i think im falling for you, and we both paused and laughed. And when i saw these things about this girl, i started to finally see what i was blind to before with my girlfriend. The things that would make us eventually be driven apart... But ive loved her so incredibly strong for the last almost 2 years and she has given me her heart, and her trust. She put everything into us, just as i did. But now i realize that if i dont stop it now, we will only face the issues in the future, where the pain will be 10 times worse. But how does a man look his baby in the eye ,after only yesterday telling her about how much you love her, and then telling her you have to let her go? So many gifts and thoughtful gestures.. so much love and affection and perfection in the whole relationship and suddenly i realize that it cant work. How can i look her in the eye and tell her its over? And the hard part is, its not like i dont love her anymore. She is still the same amazing beautiful girl i started dating almost 2 years ago. She never changed, except she got even more beautiful
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 02:14:24 +0000