#1745. Lately, I have been really questioning my life. There are times when I feel lost; lost in school, family, pretty much all the things that make us really emotional in life. There have been countless times I feel like I should just end it all. There are times I really do believe I cant handle it anymore. I have been always the one to give really good advise to friends, and now, I really need someone to talk to in return. These past few years has left me really self conscious about my lifestyle, grades, looks and the list goes on and on. I constantly worry about whether I can be able to go to a good college. I worry for the future for myself, my family, and my future family. Thinking and talking about these things in this confession alone as made me tear up. I have no idea what to do. I have been wanting to seek professional help, but my parents have no idea what I am feeling and telling them is only going to make me less of a person. People expect me to be a person I currently am not. All I want in life as of right now is to be confident in all the things I do, but that is nearly impossible because of the circumstances I am dealing with. Noone knows the depression I am dealing with, not even my best friend knows because I have been bottling this up for the past 3 years. I just really need someone before its too late and I am done with it all. Thank you for reading my confession.....
Posted on: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 03:10:00 +0000
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