#175 Uthando lwakhe belungakapheli kodwa going back to him was the last option. Me: you will never stop thats obvious Zweli: ngiyafisa sibuyelane Athi Me: nami bengikade ngifisa ubuye,ngalinda ngabekezela kwaze kwafika egcineni Zweli: eish ey nkosyam kaze ngangingenwe yini Me: kuzolunga ndoda baningi abafazi la phandle Zweli: abafani nawe kodwa Me: when did you realise all that? Did your girlfriend dump you? Zweli: no she didnt Me: okay,allow me to go ke I have a long day ahead of me kusasa Zweli: ey I wish I could spend a night with you Me: gone are those days ke dear,goodnight Zweli: that hurts Me: its life Ngathi ngiyahamba he held my hand. Hawu Zweli,uzongiyeka kodwa ngihambe?I asked Zweli: akuvumi Athandiwe Me: hawu,did you try? Zweli: I didnt but I know I cant sleep alone tonight Me: aw ubulala nobani zonke lezinsuku? Zweli: ngedwa but today since ngikubonile nje I dont think I will Me: yekela amaqhinga,angeke nje ulale nami Zweli: angeke ngikwenze lutho just to sleep next to you Me: it wont work Zweli,just go home please Zweli: kodwa Athandiwe,can I get a goodnight hug ke Ngasondela to hug him,wangibamba engathi angeke angidedele,he kissed me on my neck and I tried to break the hug wavele wabuya straight on my lips. No lies but his lips were still soft. I couldnt resist but I forced myself to resist. Atleast I got the taste of his lips after so long. I pushed him, no Zweli,stop it! I said Zweli: ngiyaxolisa ukuthi nje I cant resist you Me: ay ay can I go now before kwenzeke okunye Kuwo lowo mnyama my phone rang,caller Id Sandi,helloI answered Sandi: uright baby? Me: yeah am okay,wena? Sandi: am good,kunomoya la okhona Me: ngingaphandle Sandi: at this time of the day Athandiwe,wenzani ngaphandle Ngavele ngangazi ukuthi ngithini,Zweli was staring at me not that I owed him any explaination about the call but nje that respect....on the other side I didnt want to hurt Sandi the feelings were much too strong though singabonani but I felt more connected. Aybo Athandiwe ngiyabuza,wathula manje?He asked again Me: bengethula iwashing outside Sandi: okay baby,angithandi uhambe ebusuku I want you to be safe Me: I am safe dont worry. I was tense and bengakwazi ebengikumele but I didnt want to be rude to Zweli. Sandi: kuhle ke baby,ngsakhuluma nomama ngizofona Me: no problem Ngavala ifone,bekungathi ebelinde nje ngiyivale uZweli, so is that your boyfriend?he asked Me: what makes you ask that? Zweli: cant you just answer the damn question His voice got louder,ngavele ngehlela ngezansi. Me: well am afraid I dont owe you any answer. Zweli: aybo yazi ungangahamba la until ungiphendule Me: uyazizwa yini ukuthi uthini? Zweli: ngiyazizwa and I mean it Me: you kidding cause I will just walk to the gate and I dare you touch me. I took a step then he grabbed my arm,dont you dare walk out on me he said Ebengibambe kabuhlungu,ngavele ngasaba,you hurting me Zweli I said Zweli: you pushed me Me: and you think I will take you back usenjena forget it Zweli: why you doing this? Me: doing what? Zweli: punishing me this way Me: ouh did I? Look whos talking,a man who dumped me for 5months ekhohliwe yimi and hes talking of being punished. Zweli: akaze ngithandane nawe unjena Me: exactly you made me to be who I am today,am this mean,rude,heartless person that I am because of you so take me as I am cause am your product He didnt answer me,he let go of my arm. Ngaqhubeka nokuhamba. How dare he does that to me vele??? Lo muntu usalindele ukuthi ngibuyelane naye but still usenodlame. Shame as much as bengimzwela but bekungasizi cause he wasnt willing to change instead he was becoming worse. Ngamshiya emile kanjalo ngavula igate ngangena ngaya endlini. Luckily I had everything sorted,ngafika ngokuziphosa embhedeni and waited for Sandi to call but instead kwangena icall ka Zweli. Haaah ufunani manje? Me: forgot something? Zweli: aw is that how you answer your phone now? Me: ukuthi I was with you just now usuyafona futhi Zweli: yeah you forgot the bag with your clothes Me: I told I dont need them Zweli Zweli: kodwa Athi,you bought these clothes konke kukuhle,why wenza kanjena,ezakho angeke ngizise ndawo Maybe I was being hard on him. Ebeqinisile izimpahla ngazithenga kumnandi. He was pampering me so I needed to take them. Me: okay I will come get them Zweli: am still by the gate Me: no funny business ke,just hand me the bag Zweli: I will do that Me: thanks Ngaphuma ngaya at the gate,waphuma emotweni and handed me the bag,ngiyakuthanda kodwa he said Me: I know that very well Zweli,goodnight Zweli: goodnight,will see you tomorrow Azange ngimphendula. I walked away.
Posted on: Sat, 20 Dec 2014 19:23:51 +0000
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