#1750: I am 19 ..a boy ... Its my second confession and this time i wanna share a poem (my stories) which when I read again ..i feel pity of my self .... Actaully when we were in school she used to write me frequently and we used to meet frequently ...... Actaully we started with pen friend relation which she asked me through one of my frd... but after she went for winter i dont know ... She is so much change .. And me ..... I cant withstand the change .... Plz somebody Help me untie the knots I am exhausted, I cant bear it anymore Cant show it off either From love,Untie me plz,, I feeded it with ur lovely words .. Now it has grown strong and big I let it grow trusting u blindly Of what ever other say about it... But time forced us to be aparted u became this way a dream Dream for which I pray everyday Time passed by ,, Words becoming lesser from you days and nights, weeks gone I heard nothing about u but those I heard afterward... That cant be .. I used to wait my phone to ring But It rings for me only in dream I once again started to write Diary in hope of a better reply sending u those day after day.... to warm ur heart Reminding you of us how we used to hug and kiss But ur replies shorten instead I begin to wonder heavily Eventually, I realised I have a cancer Being missing u throughout days I just feel bad enough. Of ur reactions ... leaving my every simple... And hearty questions ..... leaving those unanswered ..... Who would now never doubt... I hoped ... And prayed that ur mom was not ur excuse But why .... doubt remained along love and much of missing Months passed away .... But questions remain still unanswered.. And my phone too was calm and silent Sometime when I got ur reply I used to read it more a few times this has became you know.. world of world to me .... This way winter passed and ... Board exam was also gone .... On 27th march , I reach there.. Morning from 9 to 6:40 pm I wander around searching you But fate havent helped me ..... I was left helplessly.. I nearly called ur mom but .. I wont let u be tighten again... So...That nite I have depart from there .... two days after .. I got a message like .... Meet me at y******g..... I know I cant meet you that time.. But I got a feeling of being cared I started believing u again with time distant even grew more But I feel better after that.. I dont know myself .. Why? not long after that .... I heard ur voice Though it was just for a few mins It just meant much for me .... Still then... Part of me remained..missing u like hell ... Truth is ..I cant stop loving u .... neet passed this way , but I regret of missing ur birthday... Kim ruined all my hope as well.... I am sorry that it was without a word(birthday wishes) I really mean it ... days passing in ur absence .. It made me a habit of missing u .. My mind dont know why. waiting for something... That was actually 2th Saturday As hoped , u called most of time... I felt thankful that u still remain to be mine ... In hours of talk ... I feel the change ..in the way u chat , they is also change .. I feel awkward in someway . I tried not to be possessive but Love force failed me to do .. I wish u every happiness. atlast u gave me the biggest gift ever On my birthday .... The truth Is that for all I gave.... Its really not fair to lie me But I wont blame u for that I wont be a burden for you ... I hope I am not ... I know , believe.. In some way ... U still love me ... But when someone say I feel messy.......... That is not easy to feel........ Someones pain Specially someone dear to you So I decided to let u decide Coz ur happiness is mine as well I will go away if u wish so .. Will be with u eternally if u wish.. I wont say bad word .... I wont let u be hurted .... For one last time I am writing u I love u and will miss u .... ya we were not in relation from months back now and I am better now .....when I read this poem again I feel pity of my self of what I was once feeling ... I am no more in her life and I am happy now
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 05:43:54 +0000
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