#2078 F 26 i dnt knw who to share with so jst thought 2 confess here.. today feeling so damn low.. jst want to let my feelings out somewhere.. its abt me n my relationship wid my dad my relationship wid my dad ws nt at all gud he never gt happy wid any of my achievement, n i used to get very sad whenever i c dis i always asked to god y my dad never gets happy wid me , hve i done something wrong, i used to do each n everything which my dad like jst to get love of my dad...at a point of time i ws so sad dat i started hating my dad n thought dat all army dads r like dis.. when i went to colg i started giving importance to my frnds coz i dnt want to hurt myself anymore nw.. when i ws in my 1st year of colg my dad was trnsferred to poonch sector of J&K , i ws sad coz everybody knew it is dangerous place.. bt this is something u cant actually help it.. i started missing my dad a lot although our relationship ws never so good..after few months he called in night n he said after 4 days he is coming for 3 days leave , i ws very happy to hear n damn excited dat finally after so many months iam gonna actually c my dad.. bt after 2 days of his call mom gt a call from his unit dat my dad ws no more, he n his unit fought with terrorist bravely.. yes i lost my dad.. i ws getting memories ka flashback - he always tried to make me independent by making me do things all alone without help of none n he used to say dis every now n then main aaj hu aur jb kal nhi honga tb kya karegi n i used to get very angry wid his dis sentence n i think every daughter will get angry wid his dads dis statement.. nw toh i started hating army a lot coz it took my dad away from me.. bt when i gt a letter of my dad when i ws clearing his room which he wrote on my 17th birthday, i knw my little princess u always hate me 4 nt appreciating u on any of ur achievement, bt i always get happy whenever u achieve something in fact i want u to achieve more n more dats y i never showed u.., i always want u to do things on ur own coz i never want u to depend anyone... my princess ur daddy loves u a lot bt im really bad at expressing it.. my last wish will be to c u n ur brother in indian armed forces.. with love ur hitler daddy after reading his letter i realised i ws so wrong abt my dad he always loved me bt i thought something else ... then i promised myself dat yes i will fulfill my dads dis dream.. n yes after few rejections i do gt selected 4 indian air force.. i missed u n mom a lot in my pop dad.. ur son sahil is also preparing 4 ur dream dad.. i hope dad i made u proud.. dad after 2 years u left us mom also left both of us alone in dis whole world.. mom n dad missing u both a lot wish u could be with us n yes mom n dad sahil nw have become a really responsible person.. so srry 4 long confession everyone jst 1 thing i want to tell u jst becoz dad doesnt show it doesnt means dad dnt love u A.N - May their Souls REST IN PEACE. Your dad what he thought was right for making his kids independent and look what great results he has achieved. A man usually has a lot of problem in showing his feelings but that doesnt mean he doesnt have feelings. Your dad fought for the country and made the ultimate sacrifice. Not just to protect his princess but millions of them. The amount of respect we have for him can not be explained in words. In the end Ill just ask all the MALE members, Sometimes Its better to show some feelings, cause until its shown its not felt. #RESPECT #RIP
Posted on: Sun, 18 Jan 2015 18:07:11 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015