#2532 When I was in my mid-second year, there was this - TopicsExpress



          

#2532 When I was in my mid-second year, there was this increasing realization in me that I do not want to be what my course would bring me in the future. I saw something else that I really want to go to, and I felt Im gonna happy when Ill be in that path. Im an avid K-Pop fan and I want to be one of those famous stars in Korea that makes music and other people scream and look upon. Though I question myself my singing (mostly) and dancing abilities, Im really willing to go to that path. I want to make a difference for myself and to my family. I have other reasons why I want to take this path but I think its already cliche if I would enumerate those reasons but these reasons has made me realize what I really want to be in the future ~ I believe that I am NOT that obsessed in K-Pop to think this way. But what I am fearing is that my Mom, I think she would not like this idea of mine because she was the one who sustains my college here in XU. Im afraid that I might hurt her after my father did, I dont want to put all her efforts in nowhere BUT I KNOW THAT IF I WOULD GO TO THAT PATH, I WOULD BE HAPPY TO PURSUE THAT... OR I WOULD FINALLY WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT BEING IN K-POP INDUSTRY IS NOT FOR ME AND INSTEAD GO BACK TO TEACHING. I just want to be HAPPY after all, I mean, salary and income (whatever) is not on the top of my mind right now. HAPPINESS is my choice and my number 1, which I doubt my Mom would understood. Only a few circle of friend knows this foolishness of mine but then, I believe that theres no such thing as foolish dream. I want to chase that dream... but I dont know how. I dont know how to make it clean without hurting anyone, especially my beloved Mom who is working very hard overseas. -EDUC
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 16:42:05 +0000

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