#3454 Forgive me if I miss spell things on here when I am write this, am a little emotional at the moment when I am writing this. So I’m a Jr. at Mason and about 1 month ago my Dad passed away, my Dad and I were really close as well as my younger brother because when I was 10 my mom died from cancer. Losing one parent is hard to go though I been there before when my mom died, losing both when am only 23 is o so hard. It just hurts me so much, it also hurts me that they won’t get to see their grandkids one day or that I just can’t sit on the pier with my dad anymore have a beer and fish till the sun goes down. Going through my Dad’s stuff and my mom’s stuff that we kept, in the house that I grew up in its been as painful as hell. I know they watching out from me and my brother, somehow and they will for the rest of my life. I also know I still have my brother. But .... I tell you it still hurts. The fact that I have been having to raise my bother now, go full time to class, take care of my Dads estate and land, pay bills, and go to both of my jobs; Has for the most part left me with no time to cry or morn for him. I now have everything a person could want right now 2 houses, one a beach house and a lot of my Dad’s cool toys. But money does not make one happy. I am not looking for anyone’s approve or anything it just feels good to talk about everything. Plus the fact I don’t have a girlfriend and most of my friends have been busy with finals I have not been able to talk to anyone about these feelings. It feels good to do it now and I know things well get better.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 03:28:36 +0000
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