#50 ***** Life has its own challenges and it takes the strongest to survive, you gotta be strong is this life or youll never survive. Im still searching for the meaning of these phrases : Practice makes perfect and Nobody is perfect...Why practice if youll never be perfect? Yeah neh, food for thought. So one thing Ive learnt in this life is forgiveness, because I know Im not perfect, Im far from perfect, as much as I try, Ill never be perfect so I dont expect anyone else to be perfect just as long as I know that someone is trying, thats good enough for me. ***** My wedding day was a huge success, people came in large numbers, we black mos, so you know black people show up in events without being invited so yeah. I was happy that Layla was there, shes the only person Ive always saw as my matron of honour. Everything went as me and my boo have wished. Following day after the wedding we went down to Mtata, I had to perform my wifely duties there, Anitas family was really welcoming. I felt at home. We stayed there for a week, Layla was there with me as umagotshana wami. We then went back to Dbn(me & my boo), Layla went back to JHB :( ••••• Yeah it was a new beginning, I was now Mrs Ndokose :-p Besihlala nje sobabili no-Anita, bekumnandi but at times it was just too quiet, I missed ungxoliswa ngugogo, my mom always defending me when me and gogo argued, I missed aunt Ellas warm smile, Zethus annoying laughter, Andys big eyes that she used to stare me with when Ive done something wrong and she would just talk using her big eyes, the lil fights I had with Boy, the noise we made when playing his tv games. I missed all of that, but I was happily married :) ********** #4YearsLater ********** My relationship with both my siblings (Andy&Boy) was good, we just had so much in common, there wasnt any funny business between me and Andy, we strictly had a sisterly kinda relationship, I would die for my sister and I know shell die for me. Our lil broe was awesome, all grown up but still childish as ever. Me and Anita had full support from both our families, they were just heavenly sent to us. We now had a 4 year old lil beautiful baby girl that weve adopted we named her Thando, she meant everything to us. During this four yrs time, weve had our ups and downs but our love for each other has kept us together. ••••• It was two days away from our 4th anniversary. I was coming from work, well I came back early that day since I didnt have much work to do at the office, it was just few paper work which took just an hour then I decided to go home. Ndiye ndafika-ke, parked my car outside since I was planning to take my boo out since she wasnt working that day. I opened the door :O in my own sofas? I got the surprise of my life, I felt my hands itchy like I could bit the day lights out off a person, but hey Imie, thats not how you were raised mos. I kept calm, put on my best smile ever, then I cleared my throat Emmghhghh. They both turned to look at me, the b*tch was shaking, Anita was....I dont know was what. Me: Im sorry to interrupt you, hey dont stop on my account, Ill leave you to it. (I then tried to wear a smile) I could feel tears threathning my eyes, but I wasnt gonna give them that satisfaction....I took my best walk and headed to Thandos room (I could hear Anita shouting at that girl, telling her its her fault or what so not, but I didnt care) I took few of Thandos clothes and went with them to our(me&Anita) room, took few of mine and our toiletries and packed them in one medium sized suitcase. (I could hear Anita knocking at the door but I didnt open) I used the back door to get out. I placed the suitcase in the passangers sit and drove off. I decided to go and fetch Thando from creshe. ***** She came running to me and my lil world just lightned up. Thando: Yey nangu mawami....Well Im sure she was surprised why I fetched her because I only take her and later ugibela ikidz minibus imbeke endlini Ma, uphi umama? (Ubethi kum ma then ku-Anita ubethi mama, I dont know where she got that but thats how she differientiated us) Me: Akekho tanam umama, uyasebenzuyezwa? Thando: Okay. ....Well this was gonna be hard Me: Guess what? We going to watch a movie, go do some girl shopping and eat out. Thando: Yeepy. I want an ice cream, burgger, sweets, danone... Me: Owh wait! ***** Saye sahamba-ke did all the lil missy wanted, it was now getting late and I could see Thando was exhausted, I didnt know where we must go, I couldnt face Anita at that time, I couldnt go home nor to Andy, I didnt want my family to know what Anita did, I wanted to deal with it in my own way. I drove around not knowing where to go, Thando was now asleep in the car. I felt so bad for torturing my baby like that, I finally stopped and booked us in a hotel. I carried Thando in and someone helped me with the bags. Ndamkhulula, ndamnxibisa ipjs and tucked her in bed, I went to take a bath, when I came back she was wide awake. Me: Hampoo uvukile wena? Thando: Ma I want to call mama...I swallowed hard, now that was a mission, a big one, but her happiness comes first so I took my phone, bendiyigqibele ekuseni. Yoh voicemail messages, text messages, missed calls and all that from Anita. I called her, she picked on the 1st ring. Anita: Bbe, owh thank God youre okay. Im sorry sthandwa sam, Im really sorry. UThando akabuyanga, I called the school kwathiwa u took her. Bbe Im really sorry, I wronged you big time, but it wasnt my aim nor my idea. She forced herself to me. I love you Iminathi! Please bbe tell me where youre I need you and our baby, please baby. Me: Ufunukukhuluma nawe uThando. (I gave Thando the phone before she responded) Bakhuluma-ke and Thando gave the phone back to me. Thando: Ma? Mama said I should tell you that she loves you. (I faked a smile, I didnt want Thando to pick up the tension).....
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 10:41:16 +0000
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