*532:: I was once again a free man. I could not face the sadism - TopicsExpress



          

*532:: I was once again a free man. I could not face the sadism of love any more because was afraid. I was fearful of whether I would be able to survive in this world of love, cleverly hidden by lies, deceit and revenge. On the outside, I was happy. I just didnt know when my heart would burst. I could take to love any more, in fact. I hated the very way it. It was like that until I saw her and it changed after that. It was love at first sight, and It was an excellent start for me. However, falling in love straight away also causes you to lose your senses. I tried to talk to her that day, but I was a tense wreck. She transformed me that day, and I never did see her ever again. A few months have passed already, and I could see some holes in my road of love, which could severely damage a spine, but I think I didnt notice it. For the first time in my life, I was realized by emotions I had never felt before. I was confused. I was so terror stricken. I was too scared to wander off the path as I was afraid I might get lost or worse, find myself personally with the horrors that were hidden underneath the dense lush foliage. However, I walked on, dodging the ravines within my path, comforting myself that these were the hardships that all lovers faced in love, and I should be proud to walk this path of glory. This girl I love was a charming girl who did have a good fan following behind her. It would never worry me much though. I was quite a waggish guy with no interest in feelings, but hey, who wasnt? She was my angel, and I was a happy, jocular boy. However, the love works in mysterious ways, and this was the time it decided to stab me in the back. A few more months passed, and I was slowly but steadily falling out of love. However, suddenly, one fine day, my heart began to vibrate back to life, igniting the fire to my shimmering love. This was not supposed to happen, but I was actually falling back in love. I am truly, madly and deeply in love.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 13:11:38 +0000

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