#571 Is this domestic abuse? Anyway a long time ago I was in a relationship with this boy ʺTristanʺ This was domestic abuse. He beat me. He tried to rape me. He tried to whore me out to his friends and he stole my money. Anyway he used to throw me on the ground in public and beat me until I was bleeding. Police reports were filed. Some said I tried to fight back, others I just laid there. Anyway, eventually he went to jail and I left him. Thankfully I didnt get pregnant or have any HIVS. Then, eventually I met this boy ʺJamesʺ. I loved James. James was the best, we played video games together. He introduced me to a bunch of new anime shows and video games and I love him so much. Anyway, Weve been fighting for a few days. I dont really remember what its about anymore. Ive been telling him Im really sorry. Ive been barley eating or sleeping. Anyway he came over to my house and we started at it again. I told ʺJamesʺ I was burning the limited edition Bioshock Infinite Poster I bought him for Christmas (I wasnt really going to do it I spent like $200 dollars on it) He started screaming at me and he was calling me a cunt and telling me he hoped I burned with it and all of this really hurtful stuff and I was crying. He was really starting to sound like ʺTristanʺ So I slapped him. Then I realized what I did. I hugged him really hard and I was kissing the part of his cheek where I slapped and crying more because I felt so bad. James just sort of had a blank look on his face, He took me off of him and went to his roommate ʺScottsʺ house. (Cuz we all know how badly rooming with people you arent married to are) Anyway I sort of started crying weve hit before but it was playful. I feel so bad about it really! Anyway I called ʺScottʺ to make sure he was okay. He was but I feel so bad! Im still crying right now! Domestic abusers feel bad after they hit? Am I a domestic abuser? I swear if its domestic abuse Ill go turn myself in right now! Please help!
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 03:31:32 +0000