#702- I cant really pinpoint how I feel, I dont want to quit and give up, but I cant see myself making it much longer the way things are going. Im walking a thin line thats getting closer to the edge and Im scared of what Im capable of. I dont want to do anything drastic, and I dont want to hurt anyone, but I cant handle whats being thrown on me in life. School work, bills, everything just gets thrown on top of an ever growing pile of responsibility, and I cant take it. Professors dont take you seriously when you try and explain yourself and they dont understand how hard it is to try and maintain the same workload as your peers. They see you as a lost child, an immature student who just doesnt try hard enough, or who doesnt take their class seriously. How do you explain to your teachers that you have a mental illness thats eating away at you each and every day, a disease that rots you away from the minute you wake up, to the moment you fall asleep, and haunts your dreams, the place youre supposed to feel safest. You cant go to your friends, you cant go to your family; if they knew what was going on in your head theyd see you as a different person, and its honestly a burden I dont want them to have to bear for me. I just want a way out, a better way. I want to get caught up on my school work, but thats a second chance most profs are reluctant to grant. I just want to get through this semester without failing and try and start next semester fresh. I want to seek help, but with the looming fear of not moving on to the next semester whats the point. So Im asking you; students, staff, brothers and sisters of NAIT. What do I do to get back on track, and how do I survive this?
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 05:51:59 +0000
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