#9264 Assalamualaikum many people think its only girls n women who need emotional support; well we boys need it too. I am a strong guy who puts out a smiling face infront of everyone. I have faced many things and alhamdulillaah that Allah made me strong. People think I dont have any worry and that I have everything I need. I am not saying I dont have anything. I have many blessings alhamdulillaah. But I am also a human. When I am sad, i also crave for a love filled hug and gentle touch. I dont feel ashamed to confess that I cry often. (crying is not something to be ashamed of; had it been so, the prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam would have never cried. Yes; we should cry for Allah but its also natural to cry out of love like he did when his son died while still infant.) I also need someone who wont talk to me just out of formality. When I dont feel like eating, i need someone will lovingly try to feed me food. When I am tense; I need someone to assure me everything is alright. When I feel lonely, i also wish that there should someone who tells me that she wont leave me no matter what. Society has made it so tough to marry at a young age. I am young but i feel i am mature enough to marry. I am earning. But not enough that any father would consider to marry his daughter with me. And all this is not one sided. When I want to be cared, there is also a deep craving inside me that there should be someone whom I can care, whom I can hug without hesitation. Whom I can feed food lovingly. Whose hands I can hold. Whose warmth I can feel. Whom I can tell again and again that I love her. Who will never get tired of me saying how beautiful she is. I am tired of being alone and strong all the time. I need someone infront of whom I can open up and expose my weak side without any fear that she will leave me. I want someone who NEEDS me. Someone whose world will be incomplete without me. Someone who cant live without me. Because I am beginning to get crack. I feel the strong wall i had built is slowly crumbling. I hope she will come and catch me before I fall. Am I asking too much? -Post from Anonymous #HydiConfessions -Admin S@mz
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 12:30:02 +0000
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