*BECAUSE WE WERE NOT MEANT TO BE TOGETHER* PART – 5_once again, wrong choice! -------------- Astitva Shrivastava : --“summer vocations were going on and we had uncountable chats. Aanchal remained always over my mind. Our chats had crossed more than 11,000 conversations in just 5 weeks. In these 5 weeks we discussed our favorite subjects, dishes, songs, movies, games, dresses, colors, places, channels, shows, seasons, teachers, ice-creams, desserts, singers, drinks, books, fruits, veggies, and almost each and every opinion about a single thing present on earth. But I never thought, neither even I asked whether she had a boyfriend or not? I never wanted to know the answer because; the answers could only be two “YES/NO”. If it would be a ‘yes’, then I can’t bear that my girl is with someone else. Yeah I know I don’t have the right to call her mine. But I already had made her mine forever in my heart. And if the second option would be the answer ‘no’, then I didn’t had the guts to ask her to be mine. I never thought to propose her! I was scared to let my heart break once more. I never wanted her to talk to anyone else except me. This is not jealousy but insecurity of mine. Once we were having our normal talks then suddenly I received a notification which said ‘Aanchal Singh added a new photo’. Without wasting a second I checked the photo. It was my habit to be the first one to like her uploads. The photo was getting opened as my net was a bit slow. The loading icon was rotating on the black screen. Soon it opened. And GOSH!!!! What was that?? This time it wasn’t any quotations photo or any other type of pic, but this time it was her own photo! She uploaded her ‘self’ photo for the very first time. And my dreams got shattered! I wasn’t able to believe what my eyes saw. Without looking at her pic the second time, I closed the photo viewer and reopened it twice or thrice. Every time I saw the same photo, the smile, the eyes, the earrings, her hairs. She was stunningly beautiful but unfortunately, she was ARSH’S GIRLFRIEND!! I banged my head 4th time on my PC table to believe on the mistake that I’d done! I wanted to kill myself. Suddenly I felt a drop of water going down my cheeks. Yeah! I was crying. I was crying for the mistake that I’d done. I was crying because I’d fallen in love with the wrong girl. I was sobbing like a LKG kid. For the very first time I didn’t liked her photo, neither commented upon it and went offline! Her chat box was popping up for the 7th time but I didn’t had the strength to hold upon myself anymore. I didn’t even had a glance on the messages and went to my room by shutting down the PC. My younger brother and sis came with a fun mood to me and started asking me the reason to lie down on the bed on such an hour. I had grabbed a pillow and hid my face behind it. I was not replying to them. I wasn’t even getting my head out of the dark. They were trying to take the pillow off my face. I tried my best to hold it but they continued this, and at a sudden I took of my head off the pillow and yelled ‘get the hell out of here! Don’t dare to disturb me again!’ they both at once left my room and went to the dining hall. I needed a break, I needed some time, I needed someone to hold upon and cry, and in short I needed a cigarette. It can help me in all the ways! I was at Advik’s residence. I was sitting beside him, holding his hands and I was crying! He tried his best to console me but I wasn’t able to stop myself. In no time Advik’s parents went out for a walk and I took out my life line i.e. a cigarette. Advik never smoked but he knew that it releases my tension, sadness and moreover it gives me a life. He was chatting with his girlfriend on FB. And then only, I saw Aanchal’s photo once again in the news feed. And I wanted to steal her from Arsh. She was amazingly perfect. But I can’t do anything. I was not able to do anything. I didn’t had the strength neither to talk to her. I felt apart, I felt bad, I felt broken. Without falling in a relationship I was so much messed up to imagine that I had lost her. Arsh always said that his girl loves him a lot. She gave him gifts every week to prove her love. And at any cost she wasn’t going to leave Arsh as he is her first love. Hell, why is always bad things suppose to happen with me! Why did I ever know her, when we were not meant to be together? ---------------- Ohh! So this was the bad thing. Now what about Astitva? How will he get her? We already know that this a love story about Aanchal and Astitva and we are going through their past’s episode to know their incomplete love story, to know why they fell apart. But in the beginning itself we saw it was so difficult for Astitva to get Aanchal as his girlfriend because she was Arsh’s present girlfriend. Now let’s see how Aanchal is feeling about the sudden disappearance of Astitva. What does she thinks can be the reason of him not talking to her anymore? Let us know soon. Stay tuned! (Actually, now-a-days, my pc is on a repair, so it may happen that I don’t post the next parts every day. Well I am trying my best to make it well soon. But please if I don’t post a part on a day, then don’t be sad. I’ll surely make up everything work soon! Trust me.) Aditi :)
Posted on: Sat, 22 Jun 2013 09:22:50 +0000
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