-Great Expectations- how can one describe a world he cannot see how can one wish to go where he cannot exist all too often we walk away from something overpowering only to find that place missing as part of our life difficult decisions we are often prone to rush when all we need is patience but we fear it to be a waste of time funny how life opens itself time to time just to have the door snap shut in our faces for all the bad one place can bring a rose always grows to show us the way back home open eyes, closed minds i haveto often seen some say i have run away those are the ones of which i speak strange things these feelings of knowing i should be there be there for friends and family seeing their times of need in openning a new world forwarding opportunities for myself i fear to have closed a certain part a cherished time and part of my life i close my eyes and walk through my mind peering through wanton eyes at a life, not long left behind winding and wandering through the minds narrow passages so many things, now i see left behind to start anew seeing spirits of many long fallen away but many still fresh to the mind cling tightly to hopes of return decisions in life often show strange results right or wrong they must be lived with a light spirit sees itself clear unto me leaving a slightly blurred image behind to haunt the life now known a shapely, piercing stare followed by a warm smile this image often haunts but not by way of fear openning my eyes to let the light back in everything appears to be a bit brighter somehow reason being intangible logic unrealistic this can only be seen by the heart only left behind by the mind curiosity breaks free the question i now know closure of eyes and mind this image i now see but now it seems clarified if just a little soft, light skin light heartedly warm smile the question still lingering finds its way from my lips what purpose do you pose me? why do you haunt me so? the image withdraws a slight peering on then with a smile the answer for you is far too obvious maybe enough so that you cannot see. confusion i saw, for a slight moment then the mind began clear thought wandering about in my mind once again the result, an outcome as yet unknown realization, the double-edged sword defending so many, but cutting all the more seeing the things left behind but one pulls away more than others the image no shows clear the form of a spirit left behind knowing now to be in the wrong searching now for a way back with doors all closed pain gets in for a kill for all the predators it is hunting me on my way back strength is all i see for now my needs concepts coming and fading quickly at times, slow at others for all things given evidence presented strongly the concept of this loss still eludes my full grasp the life now lived offers its own condolences a few would say a place of hiding others a release of strain i have often thought to be given essentials of survival for some this shows true but i see other things required loneliness left untouched leads too often to closure and bitterness the fade of emotion shows signs with later withdraw complete long glances confirm this pain closing itself around trying so hard to make itself common doubt lingers long trying too hard to shine through not caring too much the extreme pain and loss caused this journey, long and troubled seems often unforseen too hard at times for mind to stay on goal searching long and hard now focus for a means to amend hoping not to accept anything less than the goal tough idealism leaves all hope to nothing but chance all chance can be controlled that fact not evident at the time rough as it is still i drive on concept and end, not quit sure tough times lay ahead although these things appear often unbearbale one must keep their sights ahead if for nothing, the great expectations
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 03:54:50 +0000
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