************************ I SINGLE FATHER LONELY ************************ ON THIS FATHERS DAY I AM A SINGLE FATHER TOO A DAUGHER OF 19 YEARS OLD .. ITS BEEN A OVER ONE YEAR SINCE WE TALK AS *** CHILD SUPPORT ** WAS ABOUT TOO FINISH ONCE SHE TURNED 18 TURNED UGLY FOR KIRSTY GRAY THE MOTHER OF MY DAUGHTER AND MY DAUGHTER KAITLYN KEENAN AS THEY WAS GOING TOO RECIEVE NO MORE MONEY FROM ME ... TODAY I AM IN SORROW AS I REALLY MISS HER KAITLYN AND KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN THE PERFECT FATHER AS MY JOB AND DISTANCE OF TOWNS AND MY HEALTH OVER THE YEARS HAS BEEN A PROBLEM ... BUT NOW MY LIFE HAS CHANGED ... I HAVE GROWN UP AND LEARNED BY MY MISTAKES AS IT TAKEN QUITE A FEW YEARS TOO LOOK WITHIN MY SELF AND MADE THE CHANGES WITHIN THIS COUPLE OF YEARS ... I ...I ... KNOW KIRSTY HAS SAID THINGS ABOUT ME AND KAITLYN THINKS SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING AS THIS IS NOT TRUE ... AND I TRIED TO EXPLAIN TOO KAITLYN THAT NOT ALL AS IT SEEMS TOO HER BUT I MEET WITH HER MIND NO UNDERSTANDING OF MY LIFE THAT WAS ... I NEVER RECIEVED PHONE CALLS UNLESS SHE NEEDED SOMETHING OR CARDS OR PRESENTS AS GIFTS FOR MY SPECIAL DAYS OF MY LIFE ... BUT I STILL LOVE HER AND MISS HER ... I HAVE NO CONTACT WITH HER ..NO HOME ADDRESS OR PHONE NUMBER OR EMAIL OR FACEBOOK .. NOTHING TOO SAY ... HELLO !!! ... AND I AM THINKING OF HER ... I AM SORRY I WAS NOT PERFECT DAD BUT I DID GOOD TO PAY MY CHILD SUPPORT WITHOUT A BLOOD TEST TOO PROVE THAT YOU WAS MY CHILD AND NEVER STOPPED PAYING MONEY SINCE YOU WAS 9 MONTHS OLD ... WE !!! ...YOUR MOTHER KIRSTY AND I WAS NOT PERFECT AS PARENTS BUT WE CARED FOR YOU .... MY LIFE MAY NEVER BE THE SAME NOW THAT YOU DON,T WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE AND I HAVING NO PART OF I BEING A FATHER NO MORE ... THATS YOUR CHOICE ... BUT A FATHERS JOB IS NEVER NOT BEING A FATHER IN HIS WHOLE LIFE ... IT WAS MY HONOUR TOO CUT YOU UNBILICAL CORD AND WITNESSED YOU BIRTH I CRIED AT SUCH A BEATIFUL SIGHT TOO SEE AS THAT IS MY MOST SPECIAL PART OF MY LIFE AND WILL REMAIN WITH ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE TILL I DIE ... TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY FOR ALL FATHERS AS YOU KAITLYN YOU ARE MY ONLY CHILD ... MAYBE ONE OF MY FACEBOOK FRIEND CAN TELL KIRSTY HOW I FEEL AND LET YOU KNOW KAITLYN I CARE .... I AM RESPONSIBLE TOO BE A FATHER AGAIN AND YOU AND YOUR MOTHER EVEN THAT SHE IS MARRIED WILL LET ME BACK INTO YOU LIFE AGAIN KAITLYN ... IF NOT I AM LOOKING TO START MY LIFE OVER AGAIN AS A PERFECT BOYFRIEND AND HUSBAND AND MAYBE A FATHER OR STEPFATHER IF MYY NEW LOVEIF I FIND HER WILL WANT ME ... BEING A SINGLE FATHER AND FIND LOVE IS HARD ... BUT I NOW WHERE I WENT WRONG AND WILL NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES AS I DID OR THE MISAKES OF OTHER MEN HAVE MADE ... I HAVE HAD A LONG TIME TOO THINK AND LISTEN AND LEARN ... I LOVE YOU IF YOU WANT ME ... OR MY LIFE STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN ... YOUR FATHER GRAHAME KEENAN ************************
Posted on: Sun, 01 Sep 2013 05:37:41 +0000
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