~I was in a state of shock and I keep telling myself that it can’t be true.I try to hold back my tears.I try to bottled up the pain inside but it’s getting hopeless so I released the pain I give way to tears.It is natural to react emotionally.Hard for me to control myself.I feel how badly my nerves are shaken. Trying to fight my feelings I feel numb.I feel I‘m alone in the dark.Deep inside I hope that it’s all just a bad dreams,that someone will come and hug me,comforts me and telling me that this will be as they’ve always been.A fleeting resemblance,a spark for hope that perhaps the fact has all been mistake. So rediculous to feel anger to someone especially that someone is the one who means everything for.Hard for me to recognize how conflict is my emotions,but I don’t want to isolate myself.What a bitter grief now I’m fighting for. Weeping is a natural way to ease anguish and release pain.Hopefully releasing my heartaches through tears will be the best therapy for my emotional strain and I’m wishing I will be fine very soon. I surrender myself to the Lord.I tust He will eliminate my grief.In the name of the Lord he will bleased me and guide me.I wish I can recover gradually from this pain.Hoping everyone will help me through prayer‘s that my soul will be in peace. My special thanks to the person who freely give support by mildly talked to me,encourage me,and giving to much love of friendship in advice and reminding me that I need to be strong,that I will never give up,that I need to think how to move on,that I need to focused my full attention to my dearest two son’s.That inspite of everything I need to live happily without regrets.Without regreting to love enermously to the wrong person who caused me to much pain.The person who never give respect in returns. To all my Facebook Friends thank you so much in all your encouragement,advice,and warm supports.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 16:18:48 +0000
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