I wrote this about the mood that came over me these last few days. It can be alarming.. And kinda scary.. So all I can do is write about it to ease my piece of mind.. I call this the The Dark Side. Theres a dark side to each of us, that is buried down deep. It invades us when were unsuspecting and whirls around callously. It can make me feel like a mindless puppet that pulls at my already torn strings. Sinking down from a spiritual plain that I have grown accustomed too. But how easily and silently we fall. There is still a cold dark corner in the back of my head. That appears ever suddenly and fills me with dread. Is it of my own making ? Or some deep well within. That takes me out of happiness and spins me up and away. One does not own beauty. It is something to be felt, but never owned. In my dreams I feel troubled.. Waking me to roam the night in worry. Echoing down the tunnels of my subconscious. I became trapped in a cage, and I didnt see it. How could I when I didnt summon it up ? You dont know what its made of. And somehow you dont even care. But you know all too well. Its there. Depression is a ghost that never ventures too far away. Even when you are high on the horse it can bring you down someday. Walls close in and the joy fades away. But if you hold on tight it will eventually go away. I could feel the darkness slowly pulling me under and when I yelled for help in the night there was no reply. But Im holding on and the light glimmers in the tunnel of hope. Beckoning me back home with its warm rays. Im fine in the fire and now I am right where I should be. Shake away the discomfort and welcome in the new day. Time can stop. And even stand still. But I will not lye down and go against my will. I slip back into the sunlight, and cast the shadows away. Bring back all my willingness, and help me to find a way. T.OMeara 12/4/2014
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 16:06:30 +0000
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