#Inbox Amthande Boltina-Ntanta Dont hide me admin.. Some People are gonna judge if they want to anyway. Actually my side of the story goes like this. Since an early stage I was always attracted to girls yet never exposed to the Lesbian world due to kwi society I grew up in.. I never thought they existed though.. But kept ignoring the feeling I always get when Im around girls... Then I met some other dude wethu he sweet talked me into dating him.. I thought mxm why the heck lemme try this & see where it will put me... Honestly I didnt feel a thing for the guy.. I felt like I had an obligation to be with him somehow technically I tolerated him... Id always stare @ them girls every time I go out with him.. Like some sort I had this crazy confusion.. Till this other time I got tired of hiding I got tempted & act upon the temptation , I cheated with another woman she was very much older than me, she was experienced ofcz... I bet I felt 10x free & I can finally be my self... the dude had suspicions & confronted me.. never denied any.. That was the breaking point where I had to make a CHOICE! I decided to be with women @ that point I did not care who was gonna say what, my life, my choices if its a mistake ,My mistake I did what I thought would make me feel happy & I was happy with my decision I still AM no regrets! :) .. That was it.. & I dont regret dating a guy cz that taught me what I dont want & what I want... Here I am happily in a relationship with the most amazing woman& I thank God everyday for that.
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 12:21:25 +0000
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