♡Insert 31♡ After the incident I was so traumatized, I - TopicsExpress



          

♡Insert 31♡ After the incident I was so traumatized, I kinda blamed myself for what happened because if I was not wasted then I wouldnt have almost been raped by some guy and if I had listened to Lunga probably none of this would have happened :( I felt so worthless and useless.So if Lunga hadnt rescued me from pervert then I would have been raped. Lunga beat up that guy that he ended up being hospitalized because he was badly bruised and he was bleeding. Lunga came to me immediately after giving that pervert a beating of his life and hugged me really tight, I felt so safe in his arms somehow nothing mattered in this world but him :/ :/ Lunga and I left and went to book ourselves into the same hotel as the one he was staying in. We got to our room and I went straight to the shower and took a long ass shower, Lunga joined me later on and held me tight into his arms. I cried till I couldnt cry anymore, I went out of the shower dried myself and wore a gown. I went to the bedroom and lay on the bed with my head facing the ceiling looking into thin air. Lunga came out of the bathroom and came into the bathroom but I wasnt aware of his presence Him:Baby ***Silence*** Him:Sthandwa sam ***Silence*** He came up to me and shook me Him:Nana are you okay? I shrugged my shoulders Him:Baby dont worry everything is gonna be ok? Me:Easier said but you really dont know what I feel like right now Him:But I know youll pull through this babe you are stronger than this Me:Oh well I thought so too but I guess I was wrong Him:No babe suthetha njalo kaloku nunu uyazi mos that Ill always be here for you :( Me:Yeah I guess so :/ Him:Manje tell me my ugly girlfriend are you thinking of counselling? Me:#laughs I dont think that will be necessary Bunny :) He smiled Him:Ncooah am I seeing a smile on that ugly face of yours? Me:Mxm futsek :) :) I grabbed a pillow and we had a pillow fight. The pillow fight got my mind off what almost happened today and I really thank God for a very supportive boyfee I have. Him:Ulambile? Me:Nah I wanna sleep plus Im feeling cold Him:Well okay ke lets sleep We got under the covers and cuddled, hrs was playing with my hairline I dont know when or how but I fell asleep. The same pervert that almost raped me was in the same room as mine and I was all alone it was really dark but I could smell his cologne that it was him. What if he was here to finish me up? :( :( I didnt wanna go through that :( :( Im way too young for that. He came closer to me and kissed me roughly Eeuw He touched my punani and whispered in my ear Him:No one is gonna save you now ungowam not even your stupid boyfriend will be able to save you from this. I tried screaming but I was failing to scream my own voice was failing me :( :( I was sweating and I swear I was gonna pee on myself. Someone shook me aggressively cause I was now screaming, I woke up Lunga:Baby you are scaring me uright? I sigh Me:Ewe nana Im okay I quickly stood up and went to the bathroom to pee I got done and washed and washed much hands and went back to bed Lunga:Yini babe ubunxolelani? Me:#crying he said ndingo wakhe and that you wont save me this time Sobbing Him:It was just a dream nana nothing Wilkinson happen to you I promise Me:Ok I laid on his chest hoping that I was gonna fall asleep quickly but it actually took time but I ended falling asleep. I felt Lungas eyes on me eish lomfana uyathanda ukundibuka Him:Mfati wam I smiled Me:Mvota yam Him:Unjani? Me:Im good you? Him:Im okay...Lale kahle? Me:Yebo wena? Him:Yeah Me:Uteketa swati wena :) He chuckled Him:Yebo Mfati wam phela is half swati so ngtoteketa nawe swati Me:#laughs it dont suit you babe He chuckled Him:Mxm ohoo...Are you hungry? Me:Yeah Him:Lets go to the lounge our food is there I stood up brushed my teeth and went to eat with him, we got done took a shower and then sat on the bed and watched movies. Later that day we went to the mall to buy me clothes to change. We went to News Cafe and had something to eat then he drove to some doctor Me:Siyaphi? Him:Psychologist Huh? What? I dont need a psychologist mna :/
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 15:12:40 +0000

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