•••Insert #57••• My day was short I just slept it off because I ddnt feel like talking to anyone, even sisY I was angry with her and I just wanted to be alone. I realised I was still traumatized by everything and I was feeling depressed and down. I switched off the lights in my room ndahlala ebumnyameni ndamameli radio. SisY knocked and walked in SisY:Hay kuthen wahlala ebumnyameni? I ddnt respond I just kept quiet, I ddnt have the energy to coz I was crying. She turned on the lights ndabe ndizogqumile. SisY:U ryt sisi Me:Ndiryt SisY:Khawuzotya ke Me:Andilambanga SisY:Ubutye nton? Me:I ate out SisY:U still angry about today (sits on the bed and brushes my back) Me:Why cant u blive me? I told u m not pregnant SisY:But nawe mntanam u saw the test Me:Azange ndalala nekwekwe sisYola bendingenode ndiphike lonto without proof SisY:U mean? Use.. Awu.. So awumithanga? Me:No! The test was obviously wrong singaphinda siye kwakhona or buy a home pregnancy test ke SisY:Oh mntanam I blive u (wandiphakamisa and hugged me) Kalok mna bendingazi, especially with such a high rate of pregnancy among your age mates Me:U shouldve trusted me when I told u m not now undenza ngathi ndilixoki SisY:Ayikho njalo mntanam, bendicinga uyoyika nje! Ndiyaxolisa Mazizi She hugged me again and told me she had to go and that I should take good care of myself. She left ndacima isbane ndabuyela ezingubeni ndazogquma. Ndithe kanye xa ndiqala ulala my phone rang ndothuka zange ndibesajonga noba ngubani Me:Hellow Athi:Hey beautiful.. Uhm u sound like ulele Me:YhaAa Athi:Oh xolo ke Nkosazana I ddnt mean to wake u up Me:No its okay.. Sowufikile? Athi:Ewe nana I just got here qha ndidiniwe yhooo Me:Oh hay kuhle ke ba uhambe kahle.. U should take a shower then sleep Athi:I doubt Im gonna sleep I braz zam are already on my case Me:Oh shem ke Athi:Anyway Id love to chat to u longer but andifun de phelelwe bubuthongo Me:Aaahh! Okay ujke ube safe nawe Athi:I will be.. Ulale kahle ke bhabha Me:Nawe ngokunjalo Athi:Sizokhuluma makusisa ke Me:Cool He hung up ubuthongo bam babe sebuphelile ndahlala ndadlala igames on my phone to pass time. Ndiye ndabiwa bubuthongo ndisadlala igame njalo ndothuka ekseni ndahlamba ndathatha ncwadi zam ndafuna. I ddnt realise I was so behind, I had so much work to do in such a long time. My trial exams were just a few days away but ndandingekaqali kwa ukufunda. I realised I wasted so much time. I called sisY and told her I wasnt gonna make it to church since I needed to study. I took my books and went to the public libry ndafika ndafunda! Just as I sat down xa ndiphakamisa amehlo gqi ngoLubanzi sitting at the table on the far side infront of me. He was busy looking straight on his books to even notice me. I took out my books too ndafunda. Minutes later I saw someone standing right in front of me ndaphakamisa amehlo kanti nguLubanzi. He had his hands on his pockets biting his lower lip. Me:Yinton wandimela ngathi ndisisthunzela Banzi:(sat down laughing)Usageza nangok Liso? Me:Mna? Nesgezo? Never Banzi:Ok if u say so... So unjan Me:I thnk m good u? Banzi:I wont lie m not ok Me:Bhabhalaz? Banzi:Cmon now Me:What do I know? (Shrugged shoulders) Banzi:Ndiyakukhumbula Liso Me:Oh! Banzi:And this hide and seek game we playing isnt gonna take us anywhere Me:M not playing no games mna Banzi:(takes my pen from my hand)Look I messed up I know big time and yes I hurt u unintentionally and I hate myself for that and as long as u wont forgive me I cant forgive myself.. M not perfect yes and I made a mistake and prolly m still gonna mess up again I wont lie and say it will be perfect but I can promise u Ill try my best to be what u want (takes my hand) Liso u not my 1st gf and maybe not my last either but I promise u u the 1st girl I have ever sincerely loved and I still do prolly will always do.. Please Ill beg if I have to please allow me to take care of u, make me the happiest man alive again please.. Me:Lubanzi Im... I dont know.. M not in a good space right now and mm still mad at u I cant just Banzi:I know that! I do and I dont blame u I deserve it and I respect what u saying I do.. We dont have to rush it, well take it one step a day till we both comfortable again and... (Before he finished) Me:Nguban Likhona? Banzi:(looks down and sighed then looked at me again)Uhm (shrugging shoulders)Some other girl from school we... Well it wasnt anything serious Me:Wasnt? Or isnt? Banzi:(clenching his teeth)Uhm isnt... Its just Me:So u have a gf in other words Banzi:Technically yes I... But she doesnt mean anything and she knows ba it was just.. We just fooling around Me:(nodding)So if we get back together what happens with u 2? Banzi:Isnt it obvious? Wait khona how did u know about uLikhona? Me:She called me and told me to stay away from her boyfriend and m surprised that u say anikho serious obviously u 2 aint on the same page Banzi:Wait! What? She called u? TF? Me:Cmon shes just guarding her territory u cant blame her Banzi:she has no right to do that! (Took out his phone) Me:What u doing Banzi:(on the phone)What the hell? Kuthen uzofounelana nabantu and give them orders about me ngok? Likhona:I dont know what u talking about Banzi:I told u from the start that we not exclusive ddnt I? And u agreed kuthen uzenza muncu ngoku Likhona:Ofcoz we not exclusive I know that and andiyaz uthetha nganton Banzi:Jonga Likhona nhe dont u ever, I mean ever call my gf again siyevana sisi? Likhona:Khandifounele gf yakho mna Banzi haybo Banzi:Im just warning u and m not gonna warn u again, dont cross me He hung up.. Me:That wasnt necessary Banzi:It was for me Me:Bunganyanzelekanga Banzi:Awuzaz nawe ba uthetha nganton Me:Mnxm! Banzi:Sorry... Can we just stop fighting? Liso siyathandana we both know that and I know this break up is killing u as much as its killing me so can we just stop pretending He was right, ofcoz it was killing me that we were not together nomore and yes I wanted him back, but I wasnt gonna just welcome him back that easily he has to work for it.. Me:Uhm.. I have to go bnack to studying can we have this talk some other time? Banzi:Ok fine! Ill come sit with u then Me:U dont.. Zange ndigqibe nothetha wabe sephakama and brought his books wahlala nam wafunda. He put his glasses on and I ddnt know he even had glasses and I just couldnt help to laugh Banzi:Ok imma pretend like andikuva Me:Braa u look like some nerd Banzi:Who said I wasnt? Me:(laughs)Too weird Banzi:Ok get over it now He ddnt look bad with the glasses just that I wasnt used to him wearing glasses.. We studied together but sasingathethi and I caught him smiling and starring at me a coupla times Me:Ok stop starring Banzi:I cant help it Me:Mnxxm! Saqhubeka safunda... Uviwe-umthandazo waMamia
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 20:30:58 +0000
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