*Letting Go* Detaching from the outcome is so hard for me when it comes to things I really love, like theater. I auditioned for my dream role last night. I read for it several times and gave the director what he asked for as best as I could. Playing this role would be so much fun for me, and because I want to do it so much, I cant stop thinking about it. I cant stop thinking about gee I wish I had ONE more shot at the reading Now, we dont find out the decisions for another 5-6 days, and as Tom Petty says The Waiting is the Hardest Part I know intellectually that doing my best is all that matters, and casting is very subjective, but emotionally, I wanted to share that this is hard for me. I want it so bad. That desire motivates me, but it can also cripple me if Im not careful. So my FB family, Im sharing this to let you know that if youre stepping up BIG in life and GOING FOR IT, like I strive to do, there will be moments like this for you. There will be moments where you feel exposed, vulnerable, and also completely unsettled. Its ok. Today Im choosing to focus on the solid audition I gave, and how much improved it was over the last audition I gave. - as hard as it is, Im choosing to embrace the uncertainty. Its a choice. Thanks for going on the ride with me. Keep showing up BIG baby... Sean Carroll
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 18:54:11 +0000
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