*More Shadow Parts to Release** Many patterns are leaving our system although many hidden ones are coming up to the surface about how we see ourselves and how we used to hold the self to the world. Childhood and your past will come up to review and see how much you feel vulnerable or perhaps many stuck patterns will show you how much you hold anger towards the incidents that you hold as a memory. Maybe they have so much power of you maybe not. They will get you until you release the self-sabotaging patterns with shifting your consciousness from the powerless point. There are two emotional phase played by mind when we feel we are transforming: 1-Sudden Guilt Trips: We feel guilty of changing the old skins (old being, old patterns, known, etc..) 2- Fear of growing: Fearing and Comparing with the old to keep the same, fearing of the unknown in a powerless level where we are open to do whatever it takes. Both comes from a level of either feeling powerless or victim wounded kid OR fearful, wounded & vulnerable innocent kid within. The subtle shadow part of this that both of them keep us stuck moving between one side to the other opposite side when we face with the new energies or transforming unto a different level. You follow? This is all hidden and keep us so stand on when we get a pure clarity every time we move to the next level of the Ascension. The old comes out, old us comes out...we face it...we hate it, we cant deal with the realization of how powerless and victim we were and put down by others there, etc. And we shrink, go within, shut ourselves down....then we wait a little longer and we go to the opposite other side; we explode, we look for justice, we reflect that wound we look for revenge, we let out, we release them ....but see, we run around the same area but making different circles...round and round , again, and again on the same hole. Dis-identifying the self from these emotional whirlpools are not easy to do. Mind loves to play with these, like cat is playing with a mouse. Mind needs a story, it needs a definition of an attach story, it needs to tell a story about something...it needs to feel superior or inferior. It needs to plan a war, plan a fight to get justice....etc. There are many ways to understand the self from a higher level once we recognize these low frequent mind games that we are so stuck with. More and more we could go deeply within and understand how we are under these programs of the mind, the less the effect will be, and detachment from the minds making you stuck in the emotional illusion stories, stuff over people or what happened to you in the past ...cant sabotage your NOW moment and filter your energy flowing daily. These will come up...your empowering will open many unwanted doors within to see how you were always giving so much for others to only get rid of that guilt trips that come up and wounded mature child within that wants to keep the self as a martyr or victim....of course, unconsciously. Deep sleep part is this that how much filter and layers we have been wrapping the self with. Waking up can be like a nightmare, seeing the self reflections and how we keep ourselves as a powerless being is not easy to handle all at once. The hard part is that how much we can give so much power to these mind games unintentionally. Keeping the self powerless and feeling like a victim is so easy to escape from feeling self-empowered and ready to stand on your Ascension journey. More and more we go deep with this...will you go back to being and playing those things on you...and keep outside as a devil because you are wounded and victim of it? I say, its ENOUGH!...I AM done! Are You? Love, Deniz
Posted on: Mon, 12 Jan 2015 03:35:43 +0000
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