#NEUCRUSHES4468 This is a bit long. Hehe I was a senior highschool student when Ive had my first boyfriend. We were both 15 years old back then. Belonging in the same circle of friends. But I ended our relationship only a month and a half later. I woke up one morning that I dont really love him. That it was just an infatuation. And that I wasnt really ready for the thing they call love. Then I started singing Taylor Swifts Fifteen. We lost communication for almost 3 years. Every time I visit my bestfriend, who is his cousin, by the way, we act like we dont know, or should I say, we dont see each other. I talk to his twin brother but never to him. Our barkada always ask me why am I not talking to him and that he really wants to talk to me. But I just kept on ignoring them. And this is when I realized that The Story of Us fits our situation. Sept. 28, 2014. Twas my bestfriend/his cousins 18th birthday. Of course I was there. We were already civil with each other by this time, but were still not having a conversation. Then the night came. Together with us deciding that well start anew. Well rebuild our friendship. We shook each others hand. A few days after the event, I asked him if he still have something for me(out of curiousity; not because I was being flirty at that time). He said yes. He still likes me. It was his turn to ask the same question. I replied ne. But I still have a crush on him. Then he asked me if he still have a chance if hes going to court me again. I said none. But after that night, our talk through chat, sometimes in person, became so frequent that it became everynight. Then realization hit me one day. My crush on him grew into something bigger. I already like him without me seeing the flashing signs! Of course I confessed it to him. He told me to follow what my heart tells me. He explained that if hes me, hed do it. Not only because he wants us back together again, but because thats where hes happy. Play Back to December here. Hehe And thats what I did. I chose to gamble. I dont to undergo the stage of What-Ifs - What if I took the risk? What if I gave us another chance? That shouldve been me holding his hand. No. I really dont want to see myself saying things like those. Weve already told each other what we really feel a while a go. I love him. He loves me. Now I know what the feeling of being truly in love is. I want to be with him every single day. It doesnt matter if were talking or not. I just want to see him and sit beside him. I feel giddy every time hes there. I dont get tired of talking to him even though were already talking about nonsense things! I didnt regret it, when I broke up with him because i really felt that this would happen. That well have our time. I wont say that hes my so-called forever. Im not a hypocrite. But I can say that what Im feeling for him will surely last for a long time. After all, a Nerd like me also needs a Mongoloid like him to add some color in my life. P.S. Funny how Taylor Swift(Im a Swifty, btw) became one of the reasons why we ended up with each other. Again. - TheGirlWithABookTwin Time Submitted: Tuesday, 10/28/2014, 12:42 PM
Posted on: Thu, 30 Oct 2014 12:39:23 +0000
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