[RANT] DO NOT READ IF YOURE TIRED OF RANTS. I JUST NEEDED TO POUR OUT MY FEELINGS. What is Jessicas deal? Why did she post such cryptic messages? The truth always comes out in the end? The truth will bring you much farther than lies ever will? Right now? She freaking posts that right now? The moment when SONEs started accepting the fact that she left? The moment when the bitter feelings slowly started to fade? Why now? To stir up more trouble? Why does she always make it seem like this was all OT8s fault, even when OT8 just kept their mouth shut? Lets say that post isnt about SNSD, then she still shouldnt have posted that, cause we will make speculations. I love her. I really do. I just dont get her way of thinking. Doesnt she know that it hurts more once they start talking behind each others backs? Once they start posting updates about how one screwed the other? Isnt it enough that she supposedly picked her business over us and her members ganged up againsts her to throw her out? And what is OT8 and SMs problem? Why dont they just start giving out statements from OT8? Why cant we know what OT8 reallt feels? Are we supposed to blindly hope for OT9 because of Sunnys FM date statements? Why are both sides trying so hard to look innocent? They probably had their fair share of mistakes. This is all too frustrating. Too much agony for a SONEs heart to handle. Im not even going to hope for OT9 anymore, cause after everything that happened? It will all be fake. Fake hugs, fake laughs, fake I love yous, fake smiles, and fake love. I dont want to force them to be fake anymore. But I cant leave the fandom. No matter how much I try. I started stanning Apink and Red Velvet. I still keep coming back. I cant take it anymore but I cant leave because a teeny tiny part of me still hopes that they kept contact after everything, that theyre siding with each other, that its OT9 vs SM and not OT8xSM vs Jessica, that it will only take a matter of time before OT8 leaves SM and comes back with Jessica. I feel so torn. I hate this feeling. *Admin Lyric*
Posted on: Mon, 01 Dec 2014 11:36:52 +0000
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