(((READ WITH UNDERSTANDING)) I had a miscarriage in late June, my due date for that pregnancy is coming up in a few weeks.Its very disheartening to know I wont get to hold my baby..Its been a rough 5 months and I honestly can say it was the worst experience Ive ever had.I fell into deep a depression and dealing with uncaring individuals who didnt care I loss my baby pushed me to the edge. They only cared about getting photos days after my loss.Never said Im sorry for your loss, just said Business is Business .Some People are selfish and uncaring..Its photos. Unless you have a Funeral, a graduation, magazine article or a deadline of importance someone dealing with a loss should make you understand and wait till that person can get the photos to you. I had several clients that understood what I was going through and waited patiently till I got better and I rewarded all of them with free photo shoots for understanding. Those who gave me pure hell during the worst 5 months of my life, I pray I never experience clients like you again...I experienced someone stealing 9600.00 from me at the same time I was mourning the loss of my child, so that alone almost broke me, but God said You will not die nor will you go without. The same friends I partied with never called, nor did they check up on me, because a pregnant women cant go out..Lol.At the worst time in my life I found out whos there for me and whos not..I had a magazine coming out and had to delay everything due to misfortunes and had people turning their back on me left and right because I delayed the release date instead of launching Garbage..I saw then, these people around me only wanted to be seen by any means necessary, which caused me to focus on the content and not the Models.The ones who are worthy will get their time to shine, the rest can hit runways for the sake of Passion.I said this to say...I dont mind giving opportunities, but I wont be used up and casted aside when I cant benefit you..I do things in my own time, I will no longer do things that dont benefit me or those around me. I will no longer stress myself for unappreciative individuals, and I will patiently wait till God blesses me to be pregnant again..If you read this to the end say I Get It
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 04:05:16 +0000
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