*****REALITY CHECK***** Real life worries are no comparison to worries when you have to face doctors and lawyers. And, continuous rehabilitation exercises. Coming back to thinking about how to make life better is not as worrisome as i use to feel and think. Its been over 3 years since the accident; and finally this week i have my opportunity to CONTINUE ,,, not to start over, but, to CONTINUE with my goals and ambitions; in short, CONTINUE towards achieving my DREAMS... What ive learned in the past 3 and a half years is that, if we can manage to focus on one thing for a very long time, you will inevitably get good at it. For the past 3 and a 1/2 years i focused on writing and learning to communicate through a social network. Thank G-d, i would have gone mad if facebook was not available. Thats the honest truth. ive also learned to be more humble than i believed i was (tsk tsk, some of you had a piece of my mind, thats for sure )... Now that my worries have lessened, and my mind is slowly going back to normal life thinking, things that use to scare me only make me smile now, and some make me laugh like an idiot ( not true idiots, true idiots choose to be true idiots, lets leave them alone. ) These days i am no longer worried about what people would say about my blog-like postings here in facebook. Its simple; i do it because i am allowed to do it. Mark Zuckerberg and his staff at fb doesnt mind it if i can have a few hours of venting sessions through my words; writing and words keeps me peaceful. I am very thankful that facebook exists. i do not give a rats ass about how people judge me. it is their choice to make ASSUMPTIONS before getting to know the real me inside. i am not a simple man to unfold, i had a hard time understanding myself. it is only of recent days that i have been able to differentiate between NOW and THEN; i am as human as anyone, the only bonus i have is my abusive past, which i have fully forgiven. i am comfortable with it now, and i have no more angers hidden in my heart from those days. Its all over now, its time for me to accomplish my visions; and work like a normal person would, to the boundaries of capability. Yes ive sworn many times to leave facebook for a little while, but quite honestly; facebook is way for me to keep my thoughts focused and straight, and at the same time i am learning to weave my words to a point that people can understand what i am RANTING about. i told a friend that it is a must to accept our vulnerabilities, to be strong is to first understand how it feels to be weak. In the end, i guess im not going anywhere from a place where i can practice one of the many things that i love to do. i love to write. facebook is my writing portal.Theres no one telling me to stop it. If facebook told me directly to shorten my posts, then i will respect their wishes. Right now, i can write and epic to the end of the galaxy and facebook will likely let me post it... So there... ... If you dont like my RANTS... Ignore it.. I dont condone ignorance, but, Lets just keep at a peaceful distance. If you like my RANTS, then youre good just the way you are, Love you too . ... Namaste.. Domo arigato...
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 17:33:49 +0000
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