SOMETHING ABOUT ME MY DADS BEEN IN PRISON ALL MY LIFE ....MOM WAS IN AND OUT OF JAIL FOR PETTY SHIT DURING MY YOUTH .. HAD NO MONEY AS A KID NOT TO MANY TOYS TO PLAY WITH ...DIDNT HAVE ALL THE NEWEST CLOTHES IN SCHOOL...NEVER REALLY WHENT ANYWHERE THAT I COULD REMEMBER.. I LOST THE FEELING TO SHOW EMOTION ....TILL THIS DAY IT TAKES ME DAYS TO EVEN REALIZE HOW BAD STUFF HURTS ...AND RARELY SHED TEARS . MOST OF MY CLOSEST HOMIES WAS KILLED OR COMITTED SUICIDE BEFORE AGE OF 21 ......AND I GOT AWAY WITH EVERYTHING UNTIL I TURNED 18 THEN I WHENT TO JAIL...ONLY GOD KNOWS I WOULDNT BE SUPRISED TO HAVE TO LIVE MY WHOLE LIFE THERE 4 ALL MY SINS STARING AT THOSE BRICKS AT NIGHT BECAME 2 FAMILIAR ......I PROMISED MYSELF AFTER THAT A BETTER LIFE 4 MYSELF AND MY KIDS ..IVE ALWAYS REMAINED SOLID AND KNOW WHAT I STAND 4 ...MY LOYALTY STILL THE SAME AS THEY WAS AS A TEENAGER....IM STILL THAT SAME VATO FROM THE WEST BANDANNA AROUND MY HANDS AND FACE STRIKING DOWN THE BLOCK WITH MY HEAD HIGH .....I JUST LEARNED HOW TO MANAGE MYSELF WITH THIS MUSIC...I CAN HONESTY SAY IT MIGHT HAVE SAVED MY LIFE....I DONT BLAME ANYONE 4 ANYTHING ON HOW I TURNED OUT CAUSE IM STILL A SON IN MY MAMAS EYES....BEING A HOMIE DONT MEAN YOU GOTTA BE A THUG IF I WAS EDUCATED EARLY I WOULD OF KNOWN BETTER ..... BUT I WAS BOTH ...I LEARNED THE HARD WAY ....I LOVE ALL YOU VATOS AND CHULAS THAT SHOT YOUR THOUGHTS TO ME .I APPRECIATE IT ....SOMETIMES EVEN I FEEL LOST ....AS I EXIT AS I ENTERED NO EMOTION SMILING FROM THE INSIDE... GOOD DAY ...
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 18:36:48 +0000
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