#TLFSTORIES #4734 THANKS GOD I DON’T HAVE BOYFRIEND AND NEVER HAD ONE (PART 3) Hi to all TLF readers, honestly I dont have the plan to have the third part of my confession but as I was reading some other confessions in TLF I read a comment which says “I thought this is THANKS GOD I DON’T HAVE BOYFRIEND AND NEVER HAD ONE (PART 3)” so here, I was inspired to type what happened this day…. HUHMM.. Supposedly my check up will be tomorrow but our doctor called my mom that the check up can be done today so my mom immediately fetch me in the office.. thus, we went this morning and the result just came out.. .as in now.. so here.. Our doctor called my mom and she told the good news.. .thus my mom was so happy (teary eyed) when she came in my room to tell that I don’t have cancer.. the everyday migraine/headache is just a typical one.. then I hugged my mom and she hugged me so tight.. then she speak.. . ”THE DOCTOR SAID YOU’RE NEGATIVE IN CANCER.. .AND SHE ADDED, YOU REALLY HAVE HEARTFAILURE, YOU HAVE WEAK HEART” While my mom was sobbing.. I stayed strong and did not let her see or know that I am about to cry, rather I smile and happily said “ATLEAST MOM I DON’T HAVE CANCER! RIGHT?!” ^^thus she smiled back at me.. after that she explained to me about my heart condition.. “ANAK, YUNG SAKIT MO DAW SA PUSO KAILANGAN NG SELF CONTROL, YAN YUNG HEART FAILURE NA BAWAL KA MAINLOVE AT MASAKTAN NG TODO EMOTIONALLY, KASI PWEDE MONG IKAMATAY YUN.. PAG NAINLOVE KA ANAK, BAKA BUMILIS PAGTIBOK OR YUNG SADYANG DI MO DAW MACONTROL, GANUN DIN PAG MASYADO KANG NASAKTAN AT KAHIT MAEXCITE NG SUBRA.. ANAK, MY BOYFRIEND KA BA?” Thus I told my mom that I don’t have boyfriend..never, and as we know I even introduce my suitor/s. Then when she left me in the room.. I look into my cp and fb…and as I know, I was chatting with my best friend (boy) and my suitor when my mom came in.. .My tears suddenly flow, but I immediately wipe and faced the mirror then smile! I just couldn’t control my tears a while ago, because this is the first time for this year that me and my bestfriend chatted after how many months of no communication because his ex gf force him to cut our communication before and now they broke up and he is coming back..Im a virgin, yet I am not innocent, my best friend is my first kiss, yes, it was ### to the point that I stop him not to continue for the next level… and since that tie we know that it’s not just being best friend, and we know and told each other that we want each other, the only thing that made us end everything was distance, I live in a province while he is from Manila.. Now he is officially courting me.. . I love him, I want him, I like him.. and this disease tells me to stop everything as early as now, how? when we were chatting before my mom came in, I have that happy feeling, feeling love, excitement and everything including the hardship of breathing… Now as the title says, THANKS GOD I DON’T HAVE BOYFRIEND AND NEVER HAD ONE, hurt me because with my condition I really can’t have a BF because I know, even if I will learn how to control myself, how if, the time of my death come, then if I have boy friend, I will surely hurt him so bad for leaving him I wish there’s a board exam or even bar exam for the heart and I will make sure to pass it cause I don’t want this, having a heart FAILURE.. Maybe I should have another consultation to another doctor right? ~BadPiNKGirl\Graduate2013\SABM
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 12:44:44 +0000
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