~The Journey Home from the Retreat~ (4 Final episode! lol dun dun duuuuuun!) So, Im at Heathrow finally and Im directed to the baggage carousel, knowing full well that my luggage probably didnt make it onto the plane with me. I walk up to the baggage desk and tell them my story and the lady looks at me nervously and says Im afraid your luggage is still in Chicago. I smiled and said ok, thats fine. She frowned and asked me why i wasnt annoyed. I told her that i knew it wasnt going to be there and she says what a pleasure it was to deal with someone who wasnt going to complain. I said what good would it do and she smiled a beautiful smile. We joined in Love right there and then. It was beautiful :-) Then my phone rang. It was my son Jamie, all anxious and tense about trying to get me a ride home from the airport, which had proven fruitless. He told me that Tracy hadnt checked on the flight time and had made the journey to the airport with her boyfriend, who was not a happy man! The guilt descended once again. I called in Spirit and asked to clear the guilt, knowing full well that there was nothing i could have done. Then I decided to find my own way home. It was going to be no problem at all and i knew it. Spirit was in charge of this journey and i was able to fully allow it to be whatever Spirit had designed for me and happy to do so. I walked to the bus station which was adjacent to the airport and asked Spirit to be with me. I went up to the help desk and explained that i needed to get to Kent. She told me there was a bus from there straight away to London Victoria, where i could get a bus straight to my home town. All for a very cheap price! I was amazed.It was all so easy! She booked both the tickets and i went out to the buses. I gave my ticket to a lovely man who was there to help bus passengers and he looked at it and told me the bus had left early.I had missed it. The smile on my face was wide! He looked at me in confusion and asked why i was smiling. I just answered that it was not a problem and i was happy to get the next one. I had time now to get a drink, relax for a while and to have a cigarette. I was happy. I knew that Spirit was directing this journey and i needed to just go with whatever came. I just sat in that bus station with a look of pure joy on my face. I was sitting in a Love Bubble and NOTHING could burst it. I was being carried on the wings of Love and i knew it. I was in compete bliss. Holy Spirit spoke to me as i sat there. He said You see my child, that you may not know why things happen the way they do.But you do not need to.Allow the journey to be what it is, devoid of your thoughts and ideas about it. There is a plan that you know not of and i am taking care of every step.All you need do is let go of trying to control it. I just sat there in awe of how this all works. I need do nothing. This was the biggest Miracle. I could just let go! God was taking over the ride and i was sooo happy to let Him. :-) As i boarded the first bus to London, a beautiful lady sat next to me on the bus and we chatted. She told me lots about her life and how her son was suffering from cancer. I did the atonement for him as we spoke and knew that i need say nothing, because i had checked with HS before doing it.I got a resounding YES! I accepted the atonement for myself as Him and also as her and sat happily chatting with this beautiful soul all the way to London. It was lovely. We parted and hugged and I was on my way to get the second bus. I got to Victoria bus station in plenty of time to get the next bus. Spirit had designed this so that i had time to freshen up in the ladies room. As i went to go in there, i saw that it was going to cost me 30 pence to use the powder rooms. I only had American money in my purse. I was bursting to go to the toilet and didnt know what to do. So i asked Spirit, please let me find the money, i need to go!! lol. I was told to look in my purse again and there, in a side pocket, was exactly the right money i needed to use the ladies room. It was sooo funny!! I was giggling all the time i was in there and just thanking Spirit for all of these beautiful little touches to my journey. I finally got the bus to kent and arrived Home at 5:30 that evening, exhausted but happy. I was greeted by Jamie, hugging me tight and saying he was glad i was home. It was beautiful. I called Tracy to apologise and she was absolutely fine about it.They hadnt gotten all the way to the airport after all.They had called Jamie, who saw the mistake and told them and they had turned round and come home. Tracy had been feeling as guilty as i was because she couldnt pick me up the next day when the flight really was! I did laugh at that one! All of this guilt, all for nothing! What a magnificent teaching! Shes such a beautiful friend, I am so blessed by her being in my life. I thank God for her. :-) I could finally see that if i let Spirit guide me, I am taken to the people that i am destined to meet. I am guided to the situations that i am supposed to be in, without a need to design any of it myself. I can allow Spirit to take it all for me and relax into the life i am supposed to be having. It was all just perfect!! I surrendered my life to God that day in earnest. I Trust that He is guiding me in every step i take with Him. When i allow myself to be, I am Home in the arms of Love. The end (and the beginning! :-) )
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 17:08:36 +0000
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