*** VAGARIES OF EMOTION**** EPISODE TWELVE (12) Chris get up .I know it is very hard for you to avoid situations like this with your ex but please next time dont get carried away I heard her voice echoed calmly .This voice revitalised my soul as i Reached out to grab her for her hug when she pushed me away Chris dont make me regret meeting a calibar of your type because you wont love me when am angry Please Talk to your Ex that i wouldnt want to see her hovering around my climate else Next time i would shoot at Her Queen vehemently said making me furious and afraid of Doing what would make her angry You Guys out there knows whats at stake when He/she has find somewhere in their heart to forgive you and later on you still eat back the vomit they didnt like. Yes you know the outcome of being warned about something and you still insist on doing it. My heart Pondered about How life would be if Queen eventually say Its Over .Though my heart doesnt want to fathom that aspect Of the bridge out but i knew I was doing the wrong thing , I knew i was placing my relationship in jeopardy, I knew i was going overboard about the whole thing and above all I knew I had allowed my emotions Meddle In defining my existence .I wasnt happy about the whole thing now because it is either Queen leaves me Or I leave her at this juncture . I paced alone wondering how i would solve this issue else i would have myself to blame Dont you think its time for you to picture the kind of relationship you want my hrt said to my soul making my body ignited with the urge to cross that Bridge which is very hard for every one out there to cross , that Bridge which could break your heart and make you heartless ,that bridge which singles even you reading this now might not boldly walk upon if the wind of deceit comes, That bridge which has kept many Homes today in shambles and that Bridge is Loving my Woman with my whole heart , Trusting and believing her words, been true to her even when seduction comes my way i would still prevail and walk past it.. Many would wonder hmmmm Its a Lie I can do all that which you said is a bridge but i tell you except you are of the spirit , You certainly wont get to the middle of this bridge I alone and my crazy thoughts contained in my hearts were battling for about 3hrs in My room. At 6pm that evening Queen came back from the factory while i peeped from my window upstairs , I saw her alighted her car and headed inside the house But i didnt see in her the woman i used to be crazy about .Yes it was as if all have changed in just an eye blink but i knew maybe my emotions have darkened my forsight for the woman i loved I was still in my room thinking of Life and its mysteries when i remembered how i managed in school those days when i was a teenager ,I never knew that one day i would have to cater for my self ,fend for my self and solve issues that burdens my heart ..Hmmm How i wish this life is full of enjoyment where there is no worries , where your plans work as you wanted it , where you get everything you want Hmmmm It would be a lovely place ... I Remembered Barrister John had called me the other day about something very important which we didnt discuss so I had to put calls through him to hear the feedback of what he got. Barrister john was one of my friends in school though he is married with 2 Kids , i still cant see a change in his attitude . There is a saying that once a man or woman gets married , Their attitude changes towards friends and loved ones oh yes but the reverse was the case for Barrister john I callled and the following took place Hello sir Oh Goodevening how your side he said forcefully making my mouth open that evening Oboy your guy just pack up oooo I been dey owerri dey flex myself the other day wey u call..watin u say happen self ? I said jokingly Na wa Oooo you na the big boss you be ooo How Owerri na and their people ? Yes i bin hear news from School ,dem say dem dey employ casuals wey go work for schoool factory so I say make i tell You John alarmed me with the news , we exchanged complimentary close and i ended the call. But i wasnt happy about the job info but i knew and am conversnt with the saying that a bird at hand is better than a million in the sky but thats not the kinda job I need I heard myself say loudly . Later in the evening ,i opened my room and headed Downstairs to check on Queen who had been around since 6 pm Jeeez dont tell me you have been around and you never bothered checking up on me Queen said calmly ......... Lets find out What has happened why is chris now showing a level of charade on Queen Why is he acting cold towards her Episode 13 Loading
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