......*bonus nyana* I slept in thoughts. What drained me was that tomorrow I was going to school. Ay the alarm rang. It was like I only slept for five minutes. I woke up thinking yesterday was just a dream, that maybe Ill wake up. But #reality I took a bath and I scrubbed myself thinking maybe the foetus will magically disappear. Ay but you all know thats impossible. I finished up and wore my school uniform. I felt like everything I wore was getting tight. Ohkay wait a minute I just started at a new school and am going to be seen walking around with a big tummy. Damn such embarrassment. Since mum didnt come home I made a lunch box. I took keys and herded out. On my way to school I checked my phone and no missed calls or texts from Loot. He must have been really angry to not even bother to apologise. I couldnt tell the truth I was scared. I got to school and I went straight to class. I sat at the back as usual. The teachers came in teaching but I tell you I didnt hear a thing that day. It was like my ears were blocked. My mind was somewhere else nje. Phela I was preparing for the beating am going to get from my mom. Finally break time came. I just sat in class ans ate my lunch. I was thinking a lot, I didnt even realise tears were streaming down my cheeks. I felt a warm hand wiping them away. Him: first days are always tough I raised my head to see who it was. It was that hot classmate of mine. Me: am sorry. Am Lyssah and you are? Him: am Lucky Me: hey my Lucky star Lucky: lol great sense of humour I see Me: I have my days Lucky: miss dimples Me: lol almost everyone has them Lucky: I dont, meaning youre the lucky star Lol I laughed Lucky: see you laughing Me: thanks for cheering me up Lucky: thats what I do best when I see a black beauty Me: lol me a beautiful? Lucky: yeah girls like you are rare now people want to be light. Me: I looove being dark I dont worry about sun burn Lucky: same as me Yoh we chatted with Lucky. He was a talkative and a real entertainer. I even forgot about my troubles for that small time. The bell rang and the teacher didnt come. We continued talking. He was telling me about random funny stuff. No teacher came after break so I spent time speaking with Lucky. He was going to be a really great friend. Yoh the bell rang and it was after school. Lucky: no hug *puppy eyes* Me: lol I hugged him and off I went home. I made a prayer on my way home. I was frightened. When I was by the corner I saw our houses door was open. Oh-oh meaning mom was already home. I stood there praying. Finally I got home. I walked in and mom was siting down holding a shambok. Heban I got the beating of a life time. With the school bag still on my back. My mom beat the hellas out of me. But I was silently crying when she was beating me I never moved a bit. After that she told me to tell her who the father was or she was not going to stop. I kept quiet so she continued until I bled then she stopped. She told me to go bath. She knew water was torching my bruises. My body was aching but I wasnt planning to speak. After the bath I washed the dishes and then I went to sleep. Mom came and sat next to me. Mom: am sorry for hitting you but please tell me who is the father? Me: I cant tell you Mom: why? Me: I just cant leave me alone please. Mom left and I slept in tears. I swear I was going to kill Tumelo. As for Loot I hate him with all my heart
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 18:38:49 +0000
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