#insert15 I visited Granny, my Gramps didnt care. I reminded him of my Mom, the fact that I was half white just reminded him of a whore he brought to Earth, I could see my visits there affected him. I guess it conjured up unwanted visions of my mom Blowing Mbuyazi. He would leave as I entered or he would suddenly get tired and need his nap. I didnt mind really. After my mom told me how he treated her, I started disliking him too so it didnt bother me that the sight of me disgusted him. The feeling was mutual. Granny, oh my Gran! The times spent with that old woman was the best,. Only she saw my smile. I was a child to her, she taught me how to bake, and she sometimes took me to church seriously I hated church but for Gran, I went.. she genuinely loved me and I loved her dearly. I loved her smell, the affection on her face when she told me stories of my mother when she was still a child. I never said a word about my life at home cos I knew she might report Rich, and then what, she was old and couldnt take care of me, my gramps was now making money fixing some appliances around the neighborhood and he wasnt making much! Besides. I would never let my gramps take care of me, never. He should have taken care of his daughter and he failed her, how was he gonna raise me then? One Sunday Rich fetched me from Grans. He had this look I didnt like. The smile thats wicked. On the way he took my hand and put it on his pants. He wasnt saying anything. He was driving, then suddenly he asked me to unzip him, I did. I wasnt sure what he wanted me to do, I mean he was driving, one hand was on the steering wheel and his eyes were on the road. He was in no position to rape me. Then he used his hand to wave me closer, I complied. He pushed my head down on his crotch and made me suck him. It was dark, not too many cars on the road. I didnt know what to do, I was choking. He stopped the car on the side of the road and used both his hands to push me up and down until he came. He then cleaned himself. I was in shock, I sat up straight and looked ahead. He told me to clean my face. The stuff was itching but I was too afraid to move. He cleaned my face and the drove away. He turned on the radio and started whistling We got home, he parked. Asked me what I wanted to eat, so casually it was like a dream. Rich was becoming something else, I told him Im full and he said he will eat without me cos he already cooked. He switched on the Tv to a gospel. Channel and sang along. I went to bath and when I got to my bedroom and saw he had bought me a phone. I opened its package and heard his voice. Its yours, the latest model Berry, only the best for my beautiful daughter. Do u like it? he said. He was grinning We can take it back and get something else you know... Its fine, Thank you I replied. Dont worry, you thanked me already. He smiled and left. Ive always wanted a nice phone but, not like this. I didnt even have words for what Rich made me do in that car but I knew it was a dirty deed. Im not a cryer but that night I cried. I was weak I fell on the bed and cried. Not Loud cries, sobs, I wanted to scream but I didnt want him to hear. I put my hand over my mouth and cried till I fell asleep.
Posted on: Thu, 28 Aug 2014 15:43:42 +0000
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