#journalpost When people say Give people a second chance. I almost get a visceral anger... I did that a lot and they let me down a lot. I did a lot for other people and that hurt. I went to other people and took care of them; consoled their hate and fury against the world and then when things got bad for me people just turned their heads and kept walking. The friends I had were partying-- sometimes, Id come with people and theyd be like: he wasnt invited. like straight to my face. My ex straight up left me for other men and told me via text-- not even a phone call. Id ask for help with projects and paintings people would just turn away. My family didnt talk to me. My brothers didnt, my roommate was ambivalent of my existence...my financial situation became dire and barely anyone except for my immediate family helped me. And then I became homeless and tried to reconnect with old friends and they didnt talk to me either-- just one or two. When trying to get money for France, I pulled from my savings because no one would help me pay (which is why Im in dire straights as is). The isolation was deafening; and you ask me to...simply give people a second chance?....who? Who amoungst them should I trust?
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 20:41:21 +0000
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