#throwbackonmymemoirs #walkbacktowhatisawandwhatifelt Another long entry. .... Received this on 13Jan 2015 about 12hrs after my PCI and I have been out from ICU to normal ward.. See their smiles? ? Tt wasnt the faces tt greeted me on 10th Jan Tt wasnt the faces tt I saw the following days Tt wasnt the twinkling bright eyes and cheerful smiles tt followed since saturday 10 jan. Instead.... The faces of fear , voice of anxiety and many many silent prayers...greeted me ... I have never seen the panicked stricken face of my beloved hubby I have never seen that kind of anxiety and fear abd shaky voice from my boy I have never seen the face of fears of hope full and cries of my princess .. And most of all.... I have never seen my hubby cried....openly!! Tt sends bouts of tears amongst those present.. (im not degrading my hubs.. im recording how he lost his grip when he saw me in tt state) The faces of my family and relatives, bestie, my bffs , my doctor friends .. CGS and Primary school friends and acquaintances tt greeted me once im out of the PCI room and wheeled to ICU.. I cannot describe. .. I NEVER want to see tt ever ever again!!! What happened in tt ICU bed 5, made me istighfar a 1000Xs and ALHAMDULLILAH a million times.... To be Conferred wth many many many beautiful ppl in my life... Ppl who touch me in many different ways... I have this beautiful feeling as I penned this down.. I AM Much Loved.. Thank you to Each and Everyone who has indeed Love me for Who I Am.. and I shld only reciprocate it to you back and not to those who do not love me.. and be bothered wth those who despise and hate me.. ;) Tt moment of Breatlessness not - In love type Tt moment of chest pain not - the heart broken type Tt moment of hope not- to get gd news type Tt moment of pasrah not - I dont give a damn anymore type Is One moment In time where I now believe... is my greatest test for my believe in HIM. Only HE knoes why I AM the chosen one Only HE knoes why now.. Life is short and precious. Live well and Let Go... I asked tt you reading this.. do forgive me if I have in any manner hurt you in my FB post In which .. I have no direct or indirect intention of doin it What I write or post are of my own jurisdiction and experience.. It might be an uncanny resemblance. . And I Nely Lizda have forgiven you for when I doubted you and your FB post which I may have tot is indirectly hitting on me.. I will continue to pen my tots and share general post.. Cheers always
Posted on: Thu, 15 Jan 2015 04:12:08 +0000
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