well, well! i dont kno bout this!? lol! blush i wonder wld i burn up in your atmosphere. i was thinking this the other day. why...because i happened upon some of your recent live stuff and remembered how wonderful you were in music back when i first saw you live in Atlantic City. you were uncannily outstanding and you didnt even care. you said immo play and sing and move exactly how i want to, like this, even though im aware what it is saying, what it means, and i cld gv a wht cause i know its real and good and will speak for me. i thought you spoke to me there. it was so good. and i was 32 or so at that concert, my mind and soul screaming silently, i can really see him! i can really hear this!...but what kind of answer is that whn a young man is making love to you rt then and there with his music? lol :) then i found something catastrophic happened to u at the exact same time as me, basically that i just stopped watching tv and movies, listening to the radio or any new music, and reading, all these things i really enjoyed. now you are performing again just when i can see a few moments of worldly entertainment. i feel i dont miss a thing but im glad as taking in at least a few things...its more normal i think since i have to be here...sigh, we all hv to be here until the good lord sends word, right? so anyway, then i got a little crush on you listening to some of your recent interviews. i said to myself, the way he talks, he sounds like my somewhat nerdy musical classmates i used to enjoy being around and knowing of in college lol (not like i wasnt a nerd myself) always around doing somewhat humorous and avant garde stuff musically and socially. im a black girl frm a small town in Michigan, raised by my Southern Baptist grandparents lol i feel god was saying here, behold these bold, innocent highlights for the first time. they scream to you in silence look at me! i love you! do you love me? and i was too young, so i guess i was screaming back i see you! im looking! im observing...but what kind of answer is that whn a boy wants to make love to a girl rt then and there lol :) now, with this attraction, lol *blush* what to do? :) fame and fortune is one thing. did u know i was baptized by Sinbads dad? do you know the one time i got detention way back in high school, Vivica Foxs dad, Mr. Fox, was my detention monitor? lol the way you talk in your interviews, youre making this sound through your speech that, if i were there, i would characteristically decide to return with something to say of my own, and i feel wed really see each other and get on just fine lol so, im here talking to u, and we are getting on in a parallel sort of way *blush* lol it doesnt matter, but i wonder if a talented, nerdy somewhat misfit white boy would be brave enough to deal with me? lol :) i like walking and holding hands...lol
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 02:24:26 +0000
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