1)aaj bahut himmat kar ke ye likhne ja raha hu... kamya aap jis bhi devi -devta ki puja karti ho uski aapko kasam hai ki aap kise se ye baat share nahi karengi aur nahi batayangi tabhi mere timline par likhe hu chij padengi anytha nahi padhengi............ 2)kamya ma tumse kuch jaruri baat karna chahta hu...kamya ye btao ki tum meri jindagi barbad karne par kyo tuli ho,mujhe kyo paresan karti ho, mujhe sirf aur sirf ek bat btao ki tum mujhse itna jyada nafrat kyo karti ho,kyo???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? mane tumhara kya bigada hai? mujhse tumhari kaun si jatiya dusmani hai ?btao? 3)kaise btau tumhe kucch samaj nahi aa raha hai .;kamya aaj mai tumhe ek raj ki bat bata dena chahta hu...mai tumhe bachpan se chah raha hu, tumhe andaja bhi nahi hoga ki mai tumhe kitna chahta hu,,,andaja bhi nahi...fact hai. KAMYA MAI TUMHE KUCH NAHI TO PICHLE 12 SAALO SE TUT TUT KAR CHAH RAHA HU . 7 saal se to tum hi directly dekh rahi ho is baat ko.kyo ki 20 sep 2006 ko tum mujhe 10 logo ke bich jalil ki thi, tabse aaj 7 saal se uper ho gaya ...kher....... kamya tum mere liye kitna important ho...... ise mai sabdo me samet nahi sakta hu. 4)raat ko sou to tuhare vichar,subah uthi to tumhare vichar,hamesa tumhare bare mehi sochta rahta, aaj se nahi kai saalo se ye ho raha hai.mai ghazipur me rahu ya kota, lucknow ya kanpur ja bhi apne jindagi ko gujara hai..har jagah tuhare deeply thoughts se ghira raha hu. sochte sochte lagta hai ki dimag ki nas futt jayagi isi liye mene soha aaj keh dalo sara,,,,bahut relax aaj mehsus kar raha hu aab. hamesa tuhare bare me sochta rahta hu to iska matlab mujhe syco mat samajh lena.dikkat to tab aur badh jati jab mai puja karne bathu to dimmag concentrate nahi ho pata hai,naam bhagwan ka japunga lekin deemag me tumhare hi vicchar.sach keh raha hu meri halat paglo jaise ho gayi hai, tumhe viswas nahi hoga ki mai tumhare liye 28000 Rs mahine ki naukari tak ko laat maar diya...sirf saat mahine hi ye job mane kiya .chaho to tum iski jaach bhi kara lo, COMPANY-LOHIA STARLINGER LTD, KANPUR and DESIGNATION-ASSISTANT ENGINEER( MECHANICAL- QUALITY CONTROL). kaho gi to employee code bhi de dunga ,abhi yaad nahi aa raha hai.YE un dino ki baat hai jab bhayia ki sadi padi thi usse 3-4 mahine pahle ;..yaad aaya...MAY 2012 ke aas paas. job me tension aur kam dono jyada hota hai ..mujhe laga ki kahi mai naukari hi karta rah jau aur tum mere haat se nikal jao,isi liye job quiet kar diya aur ghazipur aa gaya tumhare liye ,phir kuch mahine bad pata chala ki tum KUTCHH ja chuki ho,so sad time for me..ghar me aaj tak ye baat kisi ko pata hi nahi chali ki mai job kyo choda.pata chalta to bura haal ho jata. 5)pichle 12 saalo se na to tumhare sooch me thoda sa bhi change hua aur nahi mere me.tum aaj bhi mujhse bahut jyada nafrat karti ho aur mai aaj bhi tumhe pyar kart hu. pata hai tumhe jab tum radio suna karti thi, tum ya tumhare ghar me koi aur comics pada katra tha un dino se mai tumhe pasand kar raha hu....J.P.J...bahut si baate hai...kitna jaldi samay beet gaya un dino padne jati thi ,bachhi thi aur aaj bachho ko padane jati ho.... 6)mujhe khud achha nahi lagta hai ki mai muhale me kya kar raha hu ye galat hai lekin itne kam umra se tumse judao ho gaya ki.. hos sambhalne se pehle hi hos kho diya....mai dil se bahut hi majbor hu. 7)mere jindagi, meri sooch,mere dimaag ka 90% par hisse par tum hi ho,remaining work ke liye mai 10% hi use kar pata hu..satya hai ye...phir bhi bhagwan ki kripa se aaj ke competitve career ,life me suited hu. tumhare siwa nato kiso ko chaha hai aur na chahunga,tum meri pehli aur akhri love ho,,,,,,kaise tumhe samjau ki tumhe kitna pyar karta,tumhe hi dekhne ke liye hamesa paresaan rahta hu, hamesa tumhe hi dekhte hi rahna chah ta hu, junun rahta hai meri aankho,mere sar pe tumhe dekhne ke liye...kab tak mai apne viccharo ko control karu..samay itni teji se beet rahi hai..kab tak ghut ghut kar jiunga mai isi liye aaj saari dil baat nikal di 8)tum jaha bhi raho tum par hamesa meri nazar rahti hai,kai baar tumhe to pata bhi nahi chalta hoga ..ki mai tumhe dekh raha hu...95% to mai tumhe chup kar hi dekhta hu.tumhare atittude dekta hu,tumhare eye par dhyan rahta hai ki ye kidhar dekh rahi hai.. 8)anurag jaiswal wali profile meri hi hai..jab tum kutchh gayi thi usi samay ke aas paas bana ya tha taki kisi tarike se tumhare thoughts ko samaj saku. frnd rquest to aad kar ke pata nahi kyo cancelled kar di,us samay tum bahut badi galti ki thi tum 30-40 photo upload kar di thi wo bhi real, phot misuse bhi ho jata hai,tum aabhi kitne din se fb use kar rahi ho muskil se half and one year bhi nahi..abhi bhi tumhe jankari hu nahi ..aaj se 4 saal pehle kai log ki fb id hack karke pic me ulta sulta hua tha, orkut bhi isiliye band ho gaya ..news paper pada karo ,,,gap mat kiya karo ..isi liye maine tumhe pic lock karne ke liye kaha tha aur tum lock bhi ki..thanks meri baat manne ke liye..abhi jo pic lagayi ho use to ek dam change kar do..tmhari margi.. ..bahut log tumhari id check karte hai.. tumhe pata nahi hai par mujhe pata hai....hamesa se mai tumhe fb,orkut, twitter par search karta tha...mere daily routine me tha..tabhi to jab tum fb use karna start ki to 4 din ke andar hi mai tumhe find out kar liya..usi ke aspas mane request bhi tumhe bheja tha....meri dewangi se tumhe kahi dar to nahi lag raha hai agar.. aisa ha to mai tumhe batana chaunga ki mai tumhe kabhi bhi nuksaan nahi pahuchaunga .kafi suljha hua insaan hu,,,bus tum me hi ulajh gaya...jo nuksaan pahuchaunga wo khud ko hi.. 9)kamya mere andar aise kya kami hai ki tum mere taraf attract nahi hoti ho,btao apne me kya changes karu ki tum mujhe like karne lago.mera face itna kharab hai......koi baat nahi ,,lekin kabhi mere man ki khoobsurti to janne ki kosis karo....bahut sunder hai..apne muh se apni tarif khud nahi karni chaye phir bhi....tumhare bare me sochte sochte lagatar tnav me rahne mere health and face ke glow par bahut jyada negative effect pada hai...kisi moment jab aisa lagne lagta ki tum mujhe pasand karne lag gayi ho to mere chehre,health,mind sabme bahut teji glow aane lagta hai. 10)tum mere liye itni jyada important ho ki mai yadi karib se tumhe dekh liya to saara sarir me vibration hone lagta hai...juban se jaldi kuch nikal nahi pata aur hat par me thode der ke liye kapkapi se hone lagti...dimag to phir 100% tumhe hi sochne melag jaata hai....ab kafi control kar leta hu...jabki kisi interview me aajtak mere saat aisa nahi hua 10)mai ye alag se profile is liye banaya hu kyo ki mai jo likh raha hu wo tumhare inbox me sama nahi payega ....isliye timeline par likha hu...sirf tm hi abhi padh sakti ho.. 11) mujhe tuhare bina kuchh acha nahi lagta isi liye jyada kisi se baat nahi karta hu aur log pucchte hai ki kyo itne khoy khoy kyo lagte ho unhe kya batau,,,mai koi festival celebrate nahi karta hu holi, dipawali,deshara...kuch bhi..kisi parti wagarah me bhi man nahi karta hai..pichle kai depawali se mane aapne hato se ek padaka bhi nahi choda..,,mai kitna bhi bak lu,likh lu tumhare par koi fark nahi padega..tum mere feelings ko nahi samajh paugi...isi liye tumse jyada apne duao aur bhagwan par bharosa ki wo ek din tum he jarur mana lenge ..mai isi positive soch ke saat hi kai saalo se ji raha hu nahi haar man leta to kabhi hi mar jata mai..tuhe sirf aur sirf ye lagta hai ki mai tumhe paresaan kar rahahu...lekin sachhai to sirf mai aur bhagwan hi jante ki kaun wastav me paresaan aur mai tumhe kar raha hu ya tum mujhe 12)agar tumhari mohhabat mujhe mil gaye to mai duniya ka sabse jyada khusnasib insaan samjonga,,,agar aaj ke daur me vardan milta to mai bhagwan se sirf itna maangta ki sirf 1 minute ke liye tumhe ravi aur mujhe tina bnao ..uske baad jo tadap tum ek minute me mehsus karogi .sufficient hoga mujhe samajne mai..mujhse pyar karo....mujhse pyar karo..nahi to mai ji nahi paunga, mar jaunga.............................................................. mujhe samajhne ki kosis to karo... 13}insaan ki ek aadat hoti hai ki wo kisi se mile bina use hi dekhkar man me ek vichar,dharna bna leta hai ki fla admi aisa hai jabki wastav me wo aadmi wasa hota nahi hai..sabke saath aisa hota hai....tum bhi mere bare me aise hi negative thinking salo se bna rakhi ho...change karo please ise... jab soch,vichar milne lagte hai to face and any thing does nt matter 14) mujse pyar karti ho ya nahi..hamesa isme uljha to rahta hi par ek baat samah nahi aata ki kya tumhe really pata hai ya nahi ki mai tumhe kitna chahta hu..agar pata hai aur meri jindagi se jaan bhuj kar khilwad kar rahi ho to bat alag hai...nahi to 15)nahi to tumhe ek baat bta du ..saam ka samay ho raha hai..agar mai jhut kahu,galat kahu to mere khandan me koi dipak jalane wala bhi ses n rahe..ki mai tumhe bahut pyar karta hu ..tut tut kar tmhe chahta hu..tum meri bachpan ka pyar ho,,,,,12 saalo se chah raha hu..tuhari. TUMHARI jagah meri deemag me koi saat janm me bhi nahi le sakta koi bhi ladki.. 16)sirf ek raat kisi ki yaad me nind n aay ya soch bachan ho jao to samah aayga ki koi saalo se aise koi kaise jii raha hai 16)aur ma u hi itna aage aur gehra pyar me nahi badha hu balki samay samay par mujhe hamesa tumhare ankho ka sath mila hai..agar tum kisi se mohabbat nahi karti ho to uski taraf kyo dekhogi, kyo brabar eye contact karogi......iska matlab hai ki tum mujhse pyar bhi n karo aur hamesa dekhomatlab ki tum mujhe barbad karna chahti,,,kaun si jatiya dusmani btao to tab to mujhe samajh aaye.....pahli baar apne pyar me fsa kar mujhe 10 logo ke bich jalil kiya....akhir aisa kyo., kyo..kyo????????? kiya aajtak mai us raaj ko nahi samah paya..dusra koi hota to yato tumhe ya to apne aap ko mar leta.....100% sure..mai bhi marte marte hi bachha...phir bhi tumse pyar karta...tum itna cruel kaise ho sakti..face se to aise nahi lagti ho...ravi verma ki pasand aisa kaise ho sakti hai mujhe to kabhi to khud par ghin aane lagti hai ki meri pasand aisa kasi ho sakti hai.......itna gira hua kam kyo kiya..itna ganda kaam..pyar me fsa kar dhoka....aur to aur hasti bhi dusro ko bta kar mujh par..kamya itna kisi ko bho uksane ke liye kaafi hai ...mai bahut jyada hi suljha hua inssan hu anyath koi aur rahta to nischit rup se koi bada crime hone se koi bhi nahi rok pata.ladkiyo sath to crime koi bhi bahut asani se kar sakta hai.koi chup hai to iska matlab ye nahi ki wo kamjor hai..kisi ke patiene ki bhi ek sima hoti hai..patience mat todo...aur to aur uske bad bhi hamesa mujhe confuse karne ki kosis karti rahi ho..ab tak 3 bar tumne mujhe dhoka diya ..sahi keh raha hu n...again and again.abhi recently baat karu to jabse tum kutchh se aayi ho tabse positive response dikha rahi ho,hamesa ghar ki taraf bhi dekhti., eye contact bhi ki..matlab overall ki tu puri tarh se ye show karna chahti ho ki tu mujhse pyar karti ho lekin jab mane fb se frnd request bhejaa or msg kiya ki kuch jaruri baat karna chah ta hu to tumne koi response nahi diya..ok...aur 3-4 din baad tumhari wahi eye 1 second mere ghar ki taraf nahi dekhi whenever u came to your barja, 4 din ke andar sara response change ho gaya;;;;;;kya mai jhut keh raha hu...mai tumse behus nahi kar sakta lekin tumhari aatma jaanti hai ki sachai kya hai....kaise itna bada acting kar sakti ho tum..mujhe viswas nahi hota..i canbelieve,,,,tum mujhe hamesa se mentally harass ki ho...sach kahu to jo tum karna chahti hogi usme 99% safal ho aur baaki 1% aage kasar puri kar dena..ek gdha bhi hoga n to tum jo pehli baar jo mere saath dhoka ki ho to uske baad tumhare par trust nahi karta..lekin mai hamesa trust kiya aur fool bana hu....aage bhi banta rahunga...badua nahi dena chah ta hu lekin ek universal truth baat bta du jo dusro ko dhokha deta hai,majak udata uske saath bhi jindagi ke kisi mod aisa jarur hota hai....agar koi sache pyar ko aise thukrata hai to jindagi bhar sache pyar ke liye tarash jata hai..nahi milta hai....nature bhi uske saath aisa hi karti..mera kya li ho mera dimmag kharab hoga bhag jaunga himalya..yogi...banne ki kosis karunga..per mai aisa kar nahi paunga..mujhe jana hi hoga yahi meri saaja hai..sabko tumne bta diya ki mane fb par frnd request bheja hai..ye nahi btai ki 6 mahine se mai use aisa kutch karne ke liye maajbor kar rahi thi..brabar uske ghar ki taraf ghuur rahi thi..ye bta do...logic dena chahogi to de logi aur jit bhi jao gi ki mai....kuch aur dekhti rahti thi..par tumhari soul is baat ko jaanti hai. mujhe to lagta hai ki ye jitna bhi galat mera saath hua hai wo tumhara dimag nahi tha..jarur koi tumhe oprate kar raha hai..kyo ki meri pasand aise ho hi nahi sakti jo dusro ko dhoka de...aapne dimag ka use kiya karo..achha decesion logi ..tumhari budhi suddha hai, holy hai.jo dil me tha bol diya bura mat manna. 17)ek bar phir se kehna chahunga ye baate kisi si share mat karna yadi tumhare andar thodi bhi manavta,insaniyat ho to, wase bhi mane tumhe tumhare ista bhagwan ka kasam de chuka hu...ab yahi dekna ki tumhare andar kitna dharma hai. aisa na karna ki didi ko pdane lagna ki mane kya likha hai...jab admi ko apna pyar mil jata hai n to tusre ke pyar ki value samah nahi aati...aisa nahi karna chaiye ptanahi jindagi kab kis aor mod le le.KAMYA mane tumhare saamne aapni saari 27year 9month ki sari ijjat tuhare samne rakh di hai iski laaj rakhna..ye lv letter nahi meri feelings, meri ijjat sab kuch hai.tum jis jagah par dekhte wo sahi hai mai wahi se tumhe jyatatar dekta hu..1 brics space..papa ne ky chodwaya thi..unko bhi nahi pata hoga.. bhaya bolata hai sale tum 12 saalo se ek hi jagah pade ho.mere dosto(2+out of ghp) ko viswas nahi ki mai bhi kisi se pyar kar sakta hu. 18)apne dil me mere liye pyar pada karo kamya....sabke hit mehoga ye..duniya kya kahegi iski parwah mai nahi karta basarte muft me n badna mi ho...duniya ka kya hai aach karoge, aaage badhoge to tumse jalenge log...kuch n karo to nikamma kahenge...sita maa tak ko ye duniya nahi chodi,,,to kise chodegi...duniya matlab hota hai kya kamya....jinhe hum jante hai ya jo hame jante muskil se 100 or 200 or 400or 8000r 1000 log honge bus ...ik amm admi 1000-2000 log ko janta hai ya use janne wale honge..parchit or relative.lekin duniya ki aabadai to 7 arab hai bharat ki 121 crore, up
Posted on: Sun, 10 Nov 2013 16:06:40 +0000
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