10.31.2014 how are you... I am alright actually...I myself was livid an hour or two ago...I was out in public...ah me as always with it...it is noisy and intensely irritable... horrible... apparently the mastery and control of my mind has irritated the world more so than otherwise... I hate rubbing shoulders with them... I speak some words in my mind and then, overriding intentions occur from this cars person here, there...I speak absolute truth, doubtless...I recognise this that this truth terrifies them, they hate it, hearing it...like no other, these words of mine that I voice, imagine... no doubt you do speak the truth... well nevertheless, I was fuming mad out there... best not to go there...but sometimes you have to... I drive home and out there are three Shaytaans I call them, with their mocking laughter...I thought at first, Shaytaan they are the three of them, then I think again, no, angel rather, then they laugh again saying out loud shut up as though we have this one in the bag, and clarified instantaneously, Shaytaan as first impression they gave me of it...smokers everywhere... horrible... buying cigarettes...loud and rowdy, careless and loveless...meanwhile, I focused on The Lord of the Rings, watching the first film of it right now...over half way through...at last, peace, with myself, contemplation of myself...that is where I am... are you enjoying the film... Gandalf me...Aragorn me...oh I am without a doubt...I enjoy it now, these more recent CGI films...I tolerate such films now...insofar as they are artistic and commendable of course... yes I believe they are... battle scenes and so forth in this film, it is just like seeing my own mind at times crystallised in concrete form...they are...perhaps my mind matured more so as of this year, beforehand I hated these more recent films, thinking them fantastic and ludicrous, but then again, not ludicrous they are, and certainly FANTASTIC, and by every means am I fantastic...well, the essence of the film is the terror of marriage from what I understand of it so far, insofar as I were to get married...everywhere we see I turn into Sauron, were you knowing of something or anything about the Lord of the Rings, Louise...forged in fire and terror, the ring, must destroy it in the fire and terror ultimately... no, I never read it... the series is clearly Wagnerian, at Der Ring Des Nibelungen level...Tolkien 100% inspired from Wagner, this is everywhere I see... though I know that it was influenced by the Icelandic sagas and Wagners Ring... I recommend it to you...exactly, very fascinating all of it is... yes I have read bits of it...years ago... of course...well, it is very strange...all of this...my mind...I am clearly at the absolute summit of my consciousness, controlling everything that occurs before me...this includes more astonishingly so movies, films, music, and so forth...absolute revelation of my consciousness, and such is occurring for the first time by my will, as though that I am conceiving it concretely, the music, the film, whatever else, right then and there... amazing... there are comments below the film on the internet of course...and then, these comments, are no more then representations of what I think afterward about the piece above them...for good comment or for bad comment...the comments are driven totally by my control, I think positively, and then here, a positive comment manifests, I think ambivalently about it, negatively then assume it, then a negative comment manifests beneath it...against my own identity, such negative comment...the names of the account users on this Youtube, bear total identification to my state of mind at the given time... incredible... I think battle and so forth, and I see a user account name of Axe of God 72...all of this is so fascinating, to me especially...out in public, too, this works... who would have though that... I begin perceiving alone, and lose my lower body...and then, hallucinate this car here, that car there...it drives forth past me with perfect concordance with how I will it driven past me at the given time that it had manifested...there are supposed neighbours next door, next wall to me...I merely do not imagine television noises from their vicinity, and then television noises do not manifest, ever, insofar as I forget about the supposed neighbours manifesting ever television noises...
Posted on: Fri, 31 Oct 2014 08:47:16 +0000
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