10 days since my op...... where is time disappearing too. It still feels it was only last week I was told about my cancer and not only have I successfully completed 19 grueling weeks of chemotherapy, 4 injections of herceptin and a mastectomy I have also learnt that whatever crap is thrown at me I am strong enough to deal with it when I need to. I have now got about half way, turned a courner and can now start to see a small flicker of light at the end of the tunnel. Although the tunnel is still very long everyday I am getting a little bit closer to the end. I have mixed emotions at the minute and part of me feels like I should break down kicking and screaming but I cant. I hate this journey but I am blessed to have such a wonderful family and friends to help me through it. I hate having no hair and eyebrows but its starting to grow and watching this shows me how strong my body is to overcome such an ordeal. I hate my scar but it defines me now and its replaces an area of my body which was no longer wanted due to its want to kill me. And I hate cancer but with it I have met some of the most wonderful people who without cancer I would have never got the chance to meet. There are many things in life happend which we dislike but I believe there is no point in moping. You can let it run your life and control who you are OR you can learn to accept it and take control of your own life. I have chosen the 2nd option. Cancer will never control who I am and I shall never allow it too define me as a person. I am still me with a rather large but quite cool war wound. It tells a story and shows me that im winning. 💪😊👑🏆
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 08:18:53 +0000
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