#11 I’m 23, single, simple, not so much beautiful & emotional. Recently I’ve completed my graduation & searching for a desirable job. About one & half years ego I met someone in social media site. Actually he sent me a text first. He wanted to be a friend of mine. But by the time I didn’t response him & our conversation was lasted for only one night. [Off topic: Basically I’m very lonely & depressed. & I had a relation which was a big mistake of my life. Now I feel very scared to have an affair again.] Few months later I was just checking my old texts & suddenly I noticed that particular message which I’m talking about. That person with whom I made a conversation he settles down in abroad. When I saw his profile I came to know he was come back for few months. In his profile I found his local contact number. I texted him as an unknown person. I just made this for fun. Eventually that local number was opened. He texted me back. Few days passed only by texting each other. He was impatient for just want to know who I was. He was quite rude in our chatting because I didnt tell him my real identity. This was bothering him most. Later on he closed our conversation with very rude attitude. I also became very annoyed with him. After one & half months later the two days before his leaving to abroad, he texted me “I’m going in 17th dec.” That text melted me & I bided him goodbye. Still that moment I didn’t reveal my identity. But when he went away, don’t know why suddenly I felt guilty. That stupid prank which I made it was simply not working out for me. Finally I made a decision & text him back with my real name via that social media where we met. He became shocked & surprised. Later on we became friends on that site. Now we are just social site friends. We are not that enough close. It’s just an average attachment. But frankly speaking gradually I’m falling for him. When I don’t see him online or, when I see he doesnt like posts etc I become breathless. I really don’t know what’s going on. Is it a love or what, I really don’t know. I also can’t share my feelings to him because I already done a childish thing & again sharing my feelings to him it means creating again an embarrassing situation. Recently I come to know he also had an affair. That news brought thunderstorm in my life. But I manage myself that I also had a relation so it’s a natural thing. I always roam his profile at least 100 times a day. I think if I’ll tell him & he’ll refuse me & there is a possibility if he’ll break our friendship that will make me upset & frustrated. Now I’m very much anxious. I’m going through in dilemma? Than how can I know what he feels about me? Most important what should I do now?
Posted on: Wed, 04 Jun 2014 09:18:50 +0000
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