#11 confession: itz 6 in d mrng...n itz nt dt i woke up dis early...i dint sleep...cz few painful moments started disturbing me again n 2day i cud nt stop myself 4m ryting it ova hea... plz post dis.. m a pass out student 4m don bosco academy, patna. i took admsn in 11th..n der..i met dis guy..hum i gave a name Maan..i cnt take his name ove hea...!! though v were in d same klas..v st startd r conversation on fb..n later v became rily gud frnz! v xchangd nos., he used to kol me almost evry hour...evry minute... aftr dismissal..he used to follow me...i usd to go by my skul bus n he by his byk.. he used 2 wait jus to say bye..if he drove faster n reachd d separation point earlier...n dis is how...i fell in love wid him...madly... v usd 2 chat almost whole day...n v both luvd spendng tym 2gedr.. 1ce my fone got seized n den i cud nt tok to hm much as i hd no fone by den..n it was d tym wen he used to say i hav to tok howeva, cum onl9,i cnt b widout tokng to u..i miss u he indirectly said/showd dt he loved me...bt neva proposd.. i kept waiting dt hel propose me smday...bt he jus said dt he ws waiting fo d ryt tym.. dt tym neva came sadly or luckily..as one may say!!! n aftr 11th..how i passd dose bitter dayz of klas 12th..nly i knw...i neva communicatd wid him again d way i usd to..cz i dint want 2 bcm a headache fo hm..as soon as i realyzd dt he dint luv me..dt ws jus tym ps or normal thng fo him!! actually i cud neva again luk into hs eyes or at hs face again...eva eva again!! later...baatein ekdm kam hoti gyi cz of no fone.. n i felt k wo b mujhse door ho rha h...n ek tym aaya jb shayad wo bore ho gya ya kya hua i dun knw..i faced ignorance 4m him...he strtd spendng tym wid oda galz n my imp. faded! skul fete me wen he saw me wid my frnd(boy)...woking hand in hand..i cud c hm staring cntinsly at us...bt y..i dun knw.. cantene me door se mujhe lagataar dkhna q! i still dun knw! mujhe boht imp. feel kara k..jata k ki he lovd me...suddenly didnt even treat me lyk hs cloz or gud frnd...i dun knw y!! i dun knw y..i had to go thru such tuff tym...wen nthng was initiated by me..y so much of pain..i dun knw y... Request to ol: plz dun hurt my sentiments by ny criticism...i knw d pain vich m suffrng..even nw wen m typing ol dese thngs....i hvnt dun ds fo ny lyks.. i did dis jus to make myself feel a bit lyter... i told him to blok me..cz i cud nt do so..n i knew dt if i blokd him..one day il unblock hm... i told hm to blok me..so dt i cud neva see/tok to him again..eva in my lyf... bt d truth is...i want to tok..bt wot ...i dun knw!! if u r readng ds... i jus need to knw... y did u do ds to me? did i rily deserve so much of pain..? plz txt me if ur readng ds... ur so kold maaantal #zoozoo : : : : mat karo itna pyar... control kar apne emotions ko.. kush reh n mom n dad ko v kush rakh.. n one mor thing agar pyar saccha hoga to wo khud tere paas aayega.. :)
Posted on: Sun, 27 Oct 2013 07:40:52 +0000
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