11 hours of sleep and I feel slightly more human. It still doesnt feel entirely real. This whole week has been a blur. My eyes are so puffy they round into the cup of my hand when I place my hands over my eyes. Today begins the tasks of picking up and moving forward. The food saver and some special containers are heading over with me so we can freeze some of the extra foods and better organize the fridge. The extra food will come in super handy over the next few weeks! I have a mess of personal thank yous to work on soon as well. And I have a few Rosaries to make. To everyone who has sent digital and personal messages, thank you. I promise to get back to you soon, but I have read every message (and some a few extra times when I needed some strength) and I cannot effectively communicate how important an touching your words have been to me. Also, please remember I am not good with feeling words. I am a Mattila after all. My awesome coworkers, friends (who are coworkers but I wouldnt call them that), and my wonderful boss Wonder Woman... Words cannot describe how much I appreciate the compassion and understanding. Work is usually top of my list, and I am pretty sure I didnt just drop the ball, I flung it wildly behind me. My beautiful wife has been amazing through all of this, and I have been crapping a giant pile on her to do lists and many of the tasks have really sucked. She hasnt complained or refused any crazy request. I honestly would not have made it through any of this without her. Well, time to crawl out of my happy place (my blanket cave in bed), and gather supplies for todays tasks. Happy Friday one and all... And please tell someone you love them today, or how much they mean to you.... Because life is short and people should know the impact they have on your life.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 15:45:26 +0000
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