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12 years ago I made the decision to become a mother to a beautiful baby in an unusual circumstance. To this day I have said that the day he was born was happiest yet most stressful day of my life. It was his birth that awakened me to a love that I had longed for. I miss him every minute of every day and wish our relationship was more than just a few visits to his home a year. (Which I am thankful for) The first two years of his life were the best two years of mine. It makes me smile every time I accidentally call Brandon, Treyston. It is one more reminder that he is always in my heart/mind. It is absolutely devastating that no matter how much I love him, how good of a person I have been, no matter how much I have done that I didnt have to that I still dont have one single right to be in his life. Not even a single right to influence his life. I will never stop loving him. He will always,always be my oldest son.
Posted on: Wed, 02 Jul 2014 22:35:55 +0000

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