#1261 well... lets just start with saying life isint a cake walk... especially when it comes to being in relationships!! my ex and i broke up more than a year ago but somethings just makes me cling to it even now... and at times yea i do stalk him and try to find out what hes upto... all this is normal... it is right? oh but wait...i have a boyfriend!!! i have a boyfriend who loves me and adores me sooo much! and its not fair i do this to him! yes hes better than my ex! yes hes a sweetheart! but some things from the past keeps haunting me! now dont get any ideas or anything... its just my feelings my ex played with! he took me for granted but he made me feel like i couldnt be loved any better but he made me cry but he just left me but he gave me cute nick names but he was a jerk... this is how my brain works! i can tell for sure that i definitely love my boyfriend... but his love to me is even more! but then again... hes the only person who knows me in and out! i tell him things i never tell my best friends... hes definitely one in a million and we fit together perfectly... and Im very much happy with him... but...sometimes when i do think of my ex (people keep reminding me) :( i just feel very guilty... i can tell for a fact that i lov-ED my ex more than he love-ED me... i dont have feeling for him now but the reason why i keep thinking about him is because he left a few questions unanswered! its like watching a thriller and suddenly the movie ends without an answer! its that annoying! he knows what those questions are... and even if he doesnt... I dont mind bombarding him with em... but i just want answers for them! and once i do... ill be able to do complete justice to my boyfriend! hoping one day...i get my answers!
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 17:11:52 +0000
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