13,071. So I somehow managed to graduate this semester... even with a sociopath ex girlfriend who made my semester a living hell. No as you can assume I did not get the best grades. This selfish person made me devote all my time to her, not studying or even my father. Graduation rolls around and my father feels sick... the day after graduation he ends up in the hospital and dies that night. Ofcourse the night before I was arguing with him about graduation dinner. Why? Because I am a selfish asshole who doesnt appreciate anything until its gone. Human nature is so flawed. I was on the phone with this pointless guy when my dad comes to the door the night of graduation asking me about stupid burger kings sandwhiches and we start bickering... thats the last thing I ever got to say to him. All I can do now is hope... my moms a wreck and were all heart broken and guilt written. We could have done more, listened more and I wish I got to talk to him more or atleast have a normal conversation when we last spoke. I will never meet someone like my father again. I hope that somehow I do and somehow this broken heart will heal. I wonder why the good die young and the irony.. he died of heart failure.. a man with the biggest heart I have ever known. I love you dad and you were the best dad anyone could ask for. Please forgive me. Please RIP.
Posted on: Tue, 03 Jun 2014 20:30:28 +0000
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