#1699 I am in a dilema that i rly dnt knw what to do? I hv a bf who is 6yrs eldr 2me! I love hm a lot.. Buh i dnt think he eva undrstands it. When m sick he is least botherd to talk.. N ask abt ma health.. I feel he is disloyal i know he is dishonest.. Buh d oly bond i m still tied up 2 him is love.. Wheneva i think of breaking up i think of hs past n thn gv up d thot for breakn up cz he had a bad past. I cnt dream of hurting hm. He oly tells me that il do wt u say buh believe me its just words that he says. Practically it s nothing.. I have tried evry way to get this sorted ot. Buh i feel it s never gna get sorted out. He has introduced me to hs family n i have gelled up with hs family perfectly well. Buh i have failed to understand RK. He is an angry young man difficult to tackle day by day. Till date from d begining i adjustd with hs past problms to hs present i support hm n evry way that i cn. Buh nw i feel its nt worth cos he doesnt value our relationship. I have lost all hopes n expectations.. Buh still i love this dum ass n i hate myslf for it. :-( Dont tell me to brk up. Cz i will nt brk up. Cz wen that hs to happn it will happn. Buh for nw pls give me a solution for sorting this out.
Posted on: Sun, 16 Jun 2013 10:38:03 +0000