18, M im going to share sumthng wid u all.. i dont knw frm where i shuld start.. I love a girl frm bottom core of my heart..when i saw her first time her perfect flawless beauty grabed my eyes towards her...jst felt at dat time like a beautiful angel is standing in frnt of me...previously id seen pics of her so it didnt take much time to recognise her..i was unable to sleep at same nyt, whenevr I closed my eyes glimpse of her was appearing in frnt of my eyes & frm dat day i started living for her...day by day she became my need & deepest desire, i was ready to stake my all possessions jst to stand beside her.. even today whenever i passes through that area i pray frm god once again show me her glimpse many times i tried to communicate her but she never bothered abot me, but hope was alive that 1 day i will be standing right next to her by holding her hand in mine hand & in this hope 3 yrs has spent..but now it seems like dat this hope will remain abortive forever...ive spent 3 yrs of my life by seeing her snaps, in midst of 3 yrs i dont know how many times i cried for her & had sleepless night, cant be counted down on fingers.. even id staked my 12th boards xams for her..if today im alive, the reason is my mom-dad...ive left hope to live, nthng is left in my life to live for..ive heared that love makes life live, really this sounds very funny.. aaj bhi jab mai uski snaps dekhta hu toh ankhon me aansu aa jate hai...even today my day starts with her name & ends with her name...every monday i go to kashi vishwanath just to pray for her accomplishment in her life & no obstacle ever come in her way & she is verry happy in her life... jab bhi mai kisi ko apne baare me batata hu toh sab gaali dete hai mujhe, aab mujhse samajh aa gye meaning of true love doesnt exist in dis mean world..so i quit, ab nhi hopaega mujhse aur..my heart cant bear this pain anymore.. everyone use to say he/she is alone in their life but wht i believe is dat no 1 is alone in their life coz our loneliness is always there wid us..so mine is also wid me.. aur maine suna hai agar aap kisi k peeche bhagte ho toh kismat usse aapse aur dur le jaati hai, agar aap usse neglect karo to 1 din kismat aap dono ko mila deti hai...& im trying my bst to forget her..yaar itna roo chuka hu uske wajah se, agar aaj bhi mai rone chahu to aankhon me se aansu nhi nikalte, saala aanshu bhi dry hogya.. Ive surrendered my life in the feet of Mahadeva & now he is dealing with it, coz things may go out off frm our hand but they never go out of control frm gods hand.. I would like to say only thing to her tum haar k dil apna, meri jeet amar kardo.. honthon se chulo tum, meri geet amar kar do..
Posted on: Tue, 02 Dec 2014 04:00:00 +0000
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