19 days till i start searching again. at the advise (i say advise but, it was really a demand) of my therapist to take a year off from being totally consumed with searching, adoption, and all the emotional stuff you go through with every single person you help. i know ive been scarce in adoption world for a while and, i didnt really take an entire year off (dont tell on me! lol) but, i really just needed time where i didnt even have to say the word adoption. my search ended almost 4 years ago now and, in the fist 3 years of reunion, i was literally at my computer constantly. there wasnt a time when i wasnt online even if i wasnt actually sitting in front of this screen. when i start back, im not going to be so consumed by it.. just warning people. im taking one search at a time instead of 50 and, my open searches will be the ones i work on first. like i said.. 19 days and im off of search probation with my therapist. its been nice for my daughter to just be my daughter instead of my daughter i reunited with. i hope that makes sense and, im sure it does to a lot of you. me and Hannah are in a really good place and, its been healthy for her too to not have to worry that i never, ever leave my house because im always searching. it really wasnt good for any of my family but, like i said, im not going in head first this time. like i said, ill be contacting people whos searches are still open to refresh my memory about your search. :)
Posted on: Fri, 11 Apr 2014 19:31:05 +0000
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