2 #169 I warmed the pizza, ndatya. Ndafa izislice zika Nkosi on th efridge. I was stressed out. Im sure he hates right now. His cry killed me, bekungathi ubethe nam umama. Tears threeatned my eyes and I let them fall. I didnt care anymore and I was tired of acting all strong. I was hurt, emotionaly. Nkosi has done so much for me, he got disowned by his parents because of me and now my mom went kuku on us :( . I washed the plate I used and went to the bedroom. Nkosi was still sleeping. I took of the dress , the sandals my underwear and bra. I left them on the floor ndaya ebathroom. Ndagalela amanzi aluke warm and got inside. I didnt even wash, I just sat there qha, feeling numb, intliziyo yam ibuhlungu. All I wanted was for Nkosi to wake up and tell me he loves me still. I pushed my butt close to my feet, my knees where above water and my face under. I stayed like that, counting how long I could stay under water. Id lift my face, breathed then get under the water too. After I was done playing, I layed under the water, I closed my eyes and relaxed, even though I wasnt breathing. Ndive ngoNkosi enditsala from beneath the water, his eyes red and teary. I was confused. He wrapped a towel around my body and took me to the bedroom. He put me down on the bed, I stood up, ndazosula then my weave. I wraped a towel on my head, I lotioned and wore my p.js. He was looking at me, all the time but said nothing. Nkosi: Vuyo suba nezinto ezifunny. He spoke in a low tone. Me: ndenzeni tata? Nkosi: what were you doing a bathroom? Awuzazi unomtana? Yoiu cant just want to kill yourself when things dont go your way. Kill myself. Oh... He think ndifuna uzibulala. I wanted to laugh but his facial expression was really serious. Me: tata, I didnt want to kill myself. Nkosi: suxoka Vuyo mahn. He started crying. Nkosi: uthini ngam? Our twins? UOlu? Awundithandi lomhlobo na? I kept quiet and tears fell down my cheek. I didnt try to kill myself nyani. What I was doing phana was plain innocent. I went to seat next to me. I held his hand, but he moved his arms aways from me. Me: tata I didnt try to kill myself, believe me torho. Nkosi: believe you? I know what I saw Vuyo. Me: babe, you got it all wrong, I was just holding my breathe under water. Andisoze ndizibulale, Nkosikhona. Nkosi: ohk. Me: siqumba aloku. He knelt infront of me and hugged me. He was crying and I brushed his back. He kissed my lips Nkosi: ungaphindi uyenze lonto mama, please. You scared me. Me: andizophinda. I held his face and wiped his tears. Me: I love you and our kids babe. Ndifuna sibakhulise soyi2. No step mums and step dads, just you and me. I wana grow old with you. Wena wedwa. We kissed. Nkosi: I love you. Only you. Me: hows your back? Nkosi: uright. It was painful ngoko but Im ohk. It was worth it. Ubethiwe and I couldnt smile ngalonto. Nkosi: suqumba babe. Im just glad khange abethe wena qha. He kissed my bump and the my lips. Me: Ill go warm your pizza , ndiyeza. Nkosi: ohk babe. He got up and went to lay ontop of the bed. I went to warm up his pizza, ndagalela ijuice and I went to give it to him. Nkosi: thank you. I was thinking. He took his slice and eating. Me: about? Nkosi: when are we getting married manyani? I wana make you Mrs Nkosi Miya qha ngoku. I havent though of that yet. I thought we were official going to get married after 5 years. When we work and have money saved. Me: I havent thought about it babe. Nkosi: please do ke. Me: I thought sizolinda noyi 5 years love, until we both work and have money. Nkosi: why do you wana wait that long? Awuyo lord of the ring wena. I laughed. Nkosi: besides 80 000 yelobola yakho is more than enough for everything youll need. Mna Ill do the rest. Me: mama ukubethe kangaka nani? Nkosi: why? Me: out of the blue uthetha ngomtshato babe. Nkosi: haha awuse. I wana make you my wife. You already play that role, now I want it to be official. No more games, just me and you. I hugged him. I didnt wana let him go, I got so emotional. I cried and let go of him. Me: babe mahn. Nkosi: sulila. Me: they tears of joy , dummy :) . Nkosi: haha sundiqhela. Me: masitshate ngo September on my birthday babe :) :) . Nkosi: mhmmm hope uyazazi ukuba uzobamkhulu amasimba ngama wele? Me: hahaha as long as bazophuma sesitshatile. He laughed. Ahhhh! I was so excited. What do I know about planning a wedding. Me: I know nothing about planning a wedding. Nkosi: dont worry, Ill introduce you to my cousin. Shes an event manager and shes done weddings before. Me: ohk :/ . My mood suddenly changed as I thought about our parents. What if they dont give us their blessings for the wedding :/ :/ .
Posted on: Wed, 10 Dec 2014 11:31:06 +0000
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